You are living life free of disability for so long as you are doing well in life there isn’t much else about life to explain about what can cause you sickness or to not be doing well. There isn’t always a valid explanation so value the moments when you were well, professional, and problem free, later you may come to know what mental illness is when you’re put on anti psychotics and not allowed to work and live life, this appears to be the cost of not earning an income in the workforce. Every setback matters and we haven’t already learned about what’s so hurtful about failure it would not be feeling good and usually what causes you to not feel good are the moments when you’re not performing intelligent and yourself who can explain for lost composure or not appearing professional (this is the cost of anti psychotics not only are you slowed down and sedentary sleep too much but functioning is difficult – so what is prevented – is it your mental health that’s inappropriate or doesn’t belong or is this a test if whether you need to experience not feeling well to know where you belong in life or why, sometimes these decisions are made for us, therefore being put on meds makes you a little less smart, a little more stupid, a little less active, life is more challenging, so what comes first mental difficulty, failure, or anger toward you upset, first it’s mental difficulty not doing well able to be smart, it’s after anger or upset is directed toward you this is what is assumed to cause failure. As someone with disability you quickly learn what being well is about having a life and being around others proud of you, so that’s the lesson with mental health difficulties you may endure hardship forced to go to hospital or treatments and that’s when life becomes difficult and you don’t feel the same and are not the same person you were when you were doing well, this is how you go from being successful, to ending up in the hospital, it’s simply about faith and stability what is supporting your confidence and decision making and what is affecting your stability and confidence it’s hard to be successful and professional when these personality traits or characteristics are weakened for any reason this is why what’s key to feeling good is about you too, not everyone will have the answer for you past sickness but everyone expects for you to stay well (so that’s how you are misunderstood not favored and another is) it’s by for how long as you are sick struggling until you remind yourself to offer no explanations or story to anyone if you want to stay well, things are not about you if you are judged as sick, and everyone’s proud of you when you’re doing well positive, so this is the risk of being put on anti psychotics it takes you longer to recover achieve go back to work, so it’s important not to worry too much about how meds make you look stupid or grose or unimpressive just do your best to live life however it looks or made out to be.