After sharing all my stages of improvement, its always with enthusiasm that I share never judged for quality, maybe a reflection of disability I never complained on any meds, always kept busy, many computers later, I guess showing more work for my work, is the solution to fixing a bad impression (Im assuming is the cause of voices). I told the court explained what type of illness Im suffering from and the challenges writing.

Recently losing my battle with appearance and speaking not speaking or memory issues keeping track of what Im scolded for, it always seems to be my fault, and Im sure that in the moments I was well, I stayed well, not falling backwards or under, because I never questioned life in a way I was not enthusiastic about self improvement. I think being famous is really controversial not a necessary step and Im sure Ive been fit, but heres the lesson in being around others, that the world if they know you, remembers what you say and sometimes people are treated with disrespect as though they’ve heard their story or can be convinced they’re sick. So what should happen for people with mental health issues who should they be empowered by, success stories and that was mine shared openly.

In the event police are called to my home and paramedics, this is twice in the past month or so I forget, I wont know why, I value their time, Im sure I have been through emergencies and stuck it out without going to the hospital, and aware of the many downs in life you can experience not getting to be who you wanted to be in life, its like its hard to be anything else, so Im lucky I found blogging and keep getting really positive stats.

Im sorry unstable, a lot of discontinuity between improvement, so my challenge is to stay improved, and not get to scared or panic with heavier pressures in life, no one wants me to ruin my life or get sick, when people are nice to you believe in you, giving you a chance to get well, so that’s not handling downs on my own making calls, its usually the case that if you make a call, they are in charge, and its what you say an impression is made, honest.