Ben Affleck to Leslie Fischman

Good Will Hunting Two (dialogue)

05-25-23

Ben Affleck: So I heard you met Diana Jordan. What were you smoking outside, how many people did you meet, was anyone sad?

Leslie Fischman: No upbeat.

Ben Affleck: So just you were fucking sad. Sad because you got sued, huh. Well that aint gonna bring her back to life. So dish, how bad did you F up in life, that you deserve to be called out put down again 2023.

Leslie Fischman: I don’t want to talk about it.

Ben Affleck: Talk, we heard like 500 movie title and book title jokes, I know you have it in you to lighten up. First talk about self-harm, we know you heard voices and got diagnosed, but why self-harm? Did that solve anything, or make things worse. Theyre treating you like two different people now, since when?

Leslie Fischman: I’ve never been ordered to back down from a fight in life, and for things to have gotten worse, so taking it upon myself to get to the core issue, would be in my best interests for who thinks I was hurtful toward who I love, to back off from hurting me, and to also be clear on who I am and what Im about.

Ben Affleck: You lost 70 lbs, and stopped modeling and videoing, do you think that’s going to help, and they keep frauding you and making you look stupid, how do you think that’s going to stop?

Leslie Fischman: I respect the stories of others, but sometimes things in combination are too much. In meeting Diana Jordan I was happy to have a friend, who even offered me a job, while making a card logo for my Shorty Award application page. Right now seems like I can’t help people, on the basis that Im being sued, makes me uncomfortable and need to keep my distance from people. So a lawsuit is convincing me or who knows minus the public, that theres something offensive about me, and convincing others that Im offended or have been hurtful in any way toward anyone.

No I have not, everyone is doing well, I loved him, and I stayed in my world, and tried to visit him, and couldn’t get a job working for a politician. It was a positive interaction, because things got better not worse, so my love was respected, and was shown appropriately, I was not offensive toward anyone.

Ben Affleck: You see what he’s trying to do, telling everyone that youre not wanted, and entitling people to make fun of you like youre some OC reject. It was probably that stupid photo that you took outside of their jail, during the Netflix advertisement of their inmate you wrote a defense for, so I guess it wasn’t worth it to you to help her huh. Now there’s a permanent photo on his hashtag, makes you look stupid.

Leslie Fischman: Yeah I think that’s what it was.

Ben Affleck: So why did you make that meme? Thought she was making fun of you, or suggesting that Spielberg was honoring their love, and not your love, so she was funny and youre not funny on what basis? Don’t let them accuse you of hurting someone you were nice to, because some guy hurt you, like that’s supposed to convince anyone that we shouldn’t like you, and don’t like him, or youre not to like. So basically she thought you were gay, and not good enough for him and embarrassing? I guess that was the point of representing him, that you werent good enough to be hired, therefore who’s to say that any of you were paying attention to everyone, what is there not to be at peace about? We are all out here performing for everyone, and comprehend the world as to whats everything about. So what if ever was not okay by you? Should you even care? Probably not? What should you be offended by? In the end is he in your life? No, is he able to talk to you? No. Hes married right? So what are you talking to him for? Love, you can get that anywhere, you can talk to anyone, he’s a “public figure” they warned you.

Leslie Fischman: Self-harm is not about not liking myself, its that I like myself, I am driven and work hard, it’s the voices I can’t handle. So self-harm is not about accepting a changed identity, I just got sued and that damaged my reputation for the next 10 years, and God help me if I can’t cure voices, I obviously should be doing something else in life to show I care and Im professional. So its not me giving up, its over whos fun is respected, and who is living for whos peace, and in what way am I taken advantage of as a character, to bring meaning and value to people’s lives. I could care less what the basis for anyone connecting is, and it therefore should not be me, on the basis that my health or feelings are not respected, therefore improving my life and dressing nice and quitting geodome and losing 70 lbs is the correct response to anything I should face as insult. I wouldn’t care if I were gay, and never had sex with a woman, I would still not touch a woman, or take her under my wing, or love a man for other women to have sex with him and ridicule me, if you want to protect him and turn him into a man then that’s a job that you can do without me, so be it, and lawsuit is to further justify that fact that its not that women don’t care about me, its that some think they have the authority to call out defects in life like that’s a source of pride communicating something truthful to someone I have admired and honored in public as a good human being despite what has been written about him. So it’s not that anyone is being insensitive or anything is about his daughter wearing a blue dress, its about who is humor for, women taunting women over who is hot or good enough, or inept, or who is unhappy doesn’t feel good, or should be insulted by who is loving someone in common, sounds like people want to be better than me, then threatened and don’t feel good, when they cant enjoy making fun of me, and that’s supposed to make them tough, is turning women into lesbians, and then putting them down, like they cant be loved by a man, and treating you like you are getting what you want in life, sound like I gave respect, and in reverse I quit gay so that me taking my love away from women in general, on the basis that its being misunderstood as some hierarchy or privilege for commanding who needs what in life, or who, and that’s just a sad subject over who is attractive and who is the apple of a DA’s eye, well then if it isn’t me then who cares if Im sued, if its being made clear in public that he doesn’t love me abnd doesn’t respect me and doesn’t care if people make fun of me and pretend to be his daughter, then that’s a sick way of telling me that I look like his daughter, to accuse me of convincing a man to love a woman, who looks like his daughter, is a sick way of telling people that Im not his type, and an even sicker threat that I would be jealous of any other woman who gets to have fun and be social with him, then I should have never loved him, I should have never respected him, and I should have never admired his story, and if that’s not a career that you can be proud of and enjoy that moment with him without destroying me in addition, then that would make it even more clear, that if you have chemistry and love that doesn’t threaten me, and if you feel smart together, and attracted, then why should I care, or the color of your dress, doesn’t matter to me, Im not offended, I write online, and Im getting a job. So whats immature is if anything can be about anything telling me whats wrong with me, and I refuse to talk about anything anymore, or give anyone the power to play doctor on me or charade with anyone, over whos fault is what in life, I wont even let you use Trump to disconnect me from earth or compare my lawsuit to his situation. Don’t compare me to a rich man who was President, had a life, lavish life, social in the good years with all the3 famous people a life that people don’t live, and accuse me of being someone who fucking had a life like his, or had sex with anyone I don’t know in life, don’t accuse me of being a sex addict, my life is precious and important and I did my job in life to live up to expectation to honor an important story in history, so don’t accuse me of being able to say anything be loved, everyone is capable of getting sick and being offended, and I wouldn’t care if you had a swastika tattoed on your chest for him, who the F cares about anti-semitism, I know that Im smarter than you, prettier than you, more successful than you, braver than you, more heroic than you, and more proactive than you, I can guarantee you that any way you try to hurt me, wont amount to anything in life, because I don’t have to stoop to your level in life, go ahead and focus on the criminals you prosecute and death sentence all the perverts and pedophiles and rapists and tell me when you are done exterminating them from earth, then talk to me about pride and sexuality and why Ellen Degeneres blocked me after a suicide, and her friend died crashed into a house. Tell me how blue represents what in history? I addressed Oklahoma on the basis that I know the Father to the founder of UTA and they named a bomber with the same name, while the President was being sued for having an affair with an intern in a famous blue dress, you tell me in what way did Kate Spade address the humor and make a perfect bag foundation in honor of highlighting to extremes the career path that Monica Lewinsky was trying to create for herself “handbags.” So don’t communicate to me that I don’t know what blue is about. Don’t accuse me of comparing School Shootings to a hospital of disabled children being bombed. Im not insensitive, I built 3 websites of writing to communicate what cant be said by retelling thew same jokes in life, that’s doesn’t help the 911 commission, don’t you think they are affected by whats occurred, and that is history telling you that when something bad happens there is a 50% chance that it was learned or has to do with something bad that has happened.

So punching my head means I would rather be dead than be called a pervert and that not being true whether I am gay or not or whatever is being done to me, I don’t have to be anything I don’t want to be on the basis of any condition that’s occurring schizophrenia, so that’s protecting me from harm and should not allow for the creation of any insult toward me or anyone like that’s supposed to spark a fight, over who is stupid or whos fault is what, you know if youre not on my team then this is directed toward you, that you don’t know me well enough that I don’t care that much and you should be lucky that Im not hurt and Im not immature and stupid that I would react and give anyone the power to hurt me, or to get him to like you and hurt me, and if that’s youre plot, then you can have him, and destroy your own thinking about sexuality love companionship respect jobs career and status photos. One day I will have a life that you wont have to take every opportunity to celebrate any moment you take from me in life to be a human being like Im nobody, one day you will have to convince the shooters what being somebody is about and why you keep making me nobody and explain to shooters to not pay attention to me Im a nobody and in place of me, what should be remembered, and who should not be forgotten? Me.

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