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Hello,

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This is Leslie Fischman, former law student, with a Masters in Law, aspiring paralegal and blogger online. I shared briefly an about me on IMDb and all my participation since events seems to not outshine, some lesser moments, aside from my own addiction recovery, an incident of bullying that occurred March 2020 through May 2021, and then went to treatment.

I’m sure the millions of views on a GoDaddy Website making fun of me naked while obese while calling me names is not the reason there was a foot displayed memorably in your film, but unfortunately for me that was the content on a hate website, and a repercussion Ive suffered from, and caused voices and I’m assuming bullying in tech which I know less about and is not of concern what I don’t have the money and resources to prevent or defend against such as privacy and what others think of me.

I think taking chances and with the few photos I could save (made memorable by not putting myself on display online as attractive) and not harped on whats been lost or stolen, moving forward should be less of a headache.

It’s those found to be attractive are remembered for sharing themselves, not me.

If I can simply make the effort to send emails, and share my thoughts, introduce myself. I hope that photos in my room in Anita, was not a photo you took personally, by the content created in the movie Wolf of Wallstreet you were featured in, and not assume a photo pose of mine was imitated or branded elsewhere.

I’m sure Ive never been so tied up in life, that Ive needed help or was helping in any way that I knew or didn’t know of a system not written by me stated by me.

I say everything. So Im sure that the moment I died in the eyes of others was by the hate website that was proud left up by GoDaddy as though my 38 years of life and education didn’t qualify me as spokesperson to circumstances that anyone believed and allowed a person who knew me less than a month by message before exposing me, thought that was how to make me famous, without knowing that’s how you die in the eyes of others not viewed as special.

Im thinking that looking bad by photo is like if you’ve ever said anything cruel or be treated as a person who says things wrong, or amounting to unforgiveables, [removed] to falsely portray me as a joke means my feelings don’t matter because they thought I was rich and smart and I wasn’t, and he got away with it looked cute, because they think who I match with makes me look grose, or mean something is wrong with me, and while calling him an “a$$hole” costs $220 in therapy once a week for a year to go over how voices calling me pervert hurts me and causes me to punch my head, being given a disease with no cure is not fair, for the sake of calling me things people believe and feel good about and think isn’t a big deal, and for every difficulty treat me as suicidal or emergency.

What’s too late, is not whether I improve or watch a movie, its about since when is whats special about a movie, forced to be about something difficult or true about me.

I guarantee that for the same reasons that men are being brought forward, without a career and zero contact with others, would not like to live a life with no one alone for 10 years, suddenly be treated like Im too close to others, if I know myself well, that’s good enough for another person knowing me and there being nothing wrong with me to hurt them with.

So Im not someone who’s life or living too late, or observing and changing or not in control, its what satisfies others hunches, is going by a system of disappointment, and control and no to everything, no aderrall, no money, no dating, no JD, no law school, no friends, no alcohol, and eventually you wonder where should feeling good and power walking for 15 miles come from, whats true or whats not true, and whats been minimized, is not the issue ever present and popular now trending of those famously supported who dated underage women or inappropriately, is not a good reason, to not allow me to monetize my website, or speak to criminal cases, or write to the courts, however important that is to me and not for the public always, shouldn’t be treated like Im doing things in private, that cant be seen in public.

Its not everyone has an appetite for reading, and for knowing people in life, or watching their development, or loving people and not judging them, sometimes life isn’t simple and loved, which was your Film, so Im not anyone to say why it did well.

 

Sincerely,

Leslie Fischman

Please Note: This content of this letter is a danger to my health (terms removed) to share causes my head to freeze and most similar to the medical conditions everyone’s concerned suffered by those who are successful in entertainment and the continued blame I suffer from related to Skylar Grey Sydney Simpson and OJ (BeatsbyDre blocked me on messenger for example who I never texted with) and by 2-4 websites I’ve tried to manage sharing writing and for me to be given diagnoses to let me know something should be so wrong with me that can’t be cured as though me existing has given anyone else a disorder they can’t cure from knowing me or any hardship I’ve suffered and my communications are discontinued based on being read and for experiment as to why have I not suffered cancer or aneurysm and make a big deal of my researchforhate website as some convinced or not convinced of something hate in place of being loved by everyone or consider either delusion so discontinued.

[I think the attitude that exists is by what I say and by what others feel is not my choice].

A life admired is one deserving when things don’t work out it’s not I’ve not figured out why things don’t work out for me in life it’s science of when things are versus not working out and considering me as not having capability to determine stop step back be wise say no move forward (what meds treatment ER scotus FBI and police are for whether things are good or bad the times now are most serious it’s ever been for me writing). So no one is a wait until things are bad to know I’m assuming my connections in life (the question as to me on messenger to Trump accounts) either can be the basis for how others are protected from harm (negate terms and home grown terrorist attacks) and know that confusion over who is protecting whom or who is sick is not clear by the meds I take or conversations I have privileged …. Something good said doesn’t have to make sense sound smart like what psychosis voices feeling hated sound like and my twitter is not code to create hate that I’m confusing or ordered be done to me or about anything less of about me deserved. Last night every 1 hour run happened because I had a feeling I was able then it happened and recently made effort to make friends works so long as I’m well leave it at that get better place in life not talk about …. So what’s revisited is making big deal over non replies and although hurtful the world is a big place controversial and all the elements related to me directly affect who thinks it’s about them and that’s never been my intent in life to be in a reality anyone else views and doesn’t feel confident it’s because I’m not needed and no one’s worried about me they are excited to see me proud of me and I’m not with them have many texts because staying well is expected and I’m not allowed to review my difficulties and edit or make choices take content down for me if what’s up isn’t good enough (then what have it don’t do wrong or what’s so disappointing or wrong about my writing or identity that I should be blamed when things get tough and kind enough to speak to issues feelings hurt without blaming others for stuff like anti – semitism words intended to hurt is something that if someone believes is deserved happens and silver living is what good you see in others and what you get through without hurting the confidence of others to live in spite of being in fear of some alternate mean reality is a now immature way of giving up of deciphering the origins of anti semetism which can’t be figured out how much danger is faced basing risk on my life recovery condition which I’m assuming is for the greater good to get well seek treatment to me treatment is hard to get in be accepted accepting not discussed is option as known to discriminate me tell me no and when if ever does that tell me I’ve done wrong means who rejects me which cvs is not my judge I’ve not gotten well not earned I’ve not not been punished suffered or spoken to every loss each loss or what can be done and trust me just as nervous and reviewing what was said when sick whether up or down those are chances no one wants to take having be perfect or mean or nice all at once or think too much about others and also not let my blog or meds be viewed as some sickness I acquired others did or have I would not take responsibility for others beliefs and need to stay well and not live a hard life.