Remind yourself you can do this no matter how difficult things may get. For all the people who have ever been harmed by my mental illness or writing I’m sorry, I just hope that one day we can accept one another’s deficits and be open to various ways to see life and think about it. [I’ve done my best to lead a normal life and write professionally online with everyone’s interests at heart and that’s not always easy, so for the moments I experienced difficulty speaking let’s accept those moments as me trying hard and working through disability.] We all make mistakes my biggest mistakes online occur when discussing hurt or defensive or using caps lock or typos it freezes me just as much as it would freeze and be hard to look at by another, I’m sure there’s an eye for perfection, and maybe I’ve not always managed that. I’ve been through many changes as a writer so I’m hoping to not make the same mistakes when I’m not feeling well and it’s difficult for me to communicate. I just received a reply from Brady after emailing them a bunch and to SCOTUS, during my worried states and mini protests outside OCDA and speeches. I feel lucky I was able to make an amends to them and make sure to stay stable in support of the work that they do.