Just to make clear I haven’t written an opinion on the current state of world renown academic institutions and who their study body supports, is also not a struggle that I’m so far removed from, that I would not be able to emphathize with protestors or marchers in general, that is maybe the only one characteristic that categorizes what they’re doing as supported by UCLA’s Administration and Teachers, who also staged a walk out in support of their Student’s specifically stating that no matter what they are protesting about, ignoring the specifics, support the Student’s privilege to organize themselves on campus, and gather support. How an academic institution functions to protect their students, is their right and currently a cause for punishment of administration for failing to protect their Student’s on campus who were attacked by a rumored Jewish mob, of an unknown origin (I think put together through Facebook) who decided to show up, amid other Israeli signs of support and also Jewish students attacked and beat up, is also not the solution. I think as someone Jewish, it’s not a fight that I’m immune from, given my own suffering and struggles called schizophrenic and convinced I have a genetic disease insulting to me or anyone who knows me, hoping for me to recover and work looking forward to seeing me well. We have all been through a lot. I think racism becomes an issue, when it’s about privilege using any term, diagnosis, or situation in life, or association, for misinterpreting what people are about or who they represent by blood (I’m Ukranian, Israeli, Filipino, Russian). So as personal as things get, and a supported of Mayor Karen Bass who was first to phone the police requesting for law enforcement to be on the scene once another group of protestors showed up to heckle and throw fireworks at them, dismantle their “fort” or sit in and protest, was a public demonstration, not supported by law enforcement, and not a risk suffered by protestors based on their distinct use of terms and lack of distinguishing their support from known terrorist groups “Hamas” as though the news alerts beginning at the war on Israel were unclear or confusing enough. So excuse me for observing the footage on X, and not writing a public comment clear enough based on my own productivity and good luck over the years, how I was able to be online, represent myself, work hard, work hard running to lose weight, live a disciplined life, before creating a blog with world wide traffic, is not in an instant deserved or something I’ve lived life unaware of whether I was enlisted worked for the military or the US Government, would never argue that those in protest should not be challenged, but agree with Mayor Karen Bass that beating students and to not be punished for it, is also not something that occurs on behalf of “the people” threatened by terrorist, and supporters of the American Flag, or anger or violence a justifiable use of force by people who are Jewish, and consider me someone who is violent, or living life unaffected by Palestinian supporters. When I see Israel attacked everytime I submit to treatment whether in Orange County or Residential October 2023, I don’t think that it’s me who shouldn’t watch the news, and clearly I have been offline and missing out on being a voice online, whether you consider that voice Jewish, or “offensive” or “inappropriate” using the diagnosis of schizophrenia to accuse me of coming on to people or coming across as disrespectful or not making sense, I think with “privilege” all that insults mean, is that a person is convinced based on court or diagnosis that I don’t make sense, or am not struggling undeserved, and everytime I feel like life is hard and doing my best, I question whether being affected now having left my job has anything to do with the war in Israel or the people reacting in anger and protest towards Israel and Jews in general, what is the right thing to do, being who I am. I think the right thing to do would be to not be bullied, not self harm, stop apologizing, do my best to get strong again and write, and not say or do anything that is going to cause me to be discriminated or situated worse off, as though I’m out of touch or combative, or view myself as a soldier, as though I don’t fight, or am not made to fight and be fought by others, because of who I am. I think illness is about being strong and being positive and that’s how to combat fear or voices, or addiction, or mental health issues, if Ive made one mistake in life, its to have ever mentioned when I heard voices or what they said, turned into a way to challenge me and torture me throughout the years getting worse overtime not better, so that damage is permanent. In addition, criticizing my writing or shared stats is not how I have failed or been insensitive to world concerns, I think anytime you seek to ruin my progress and accuse me of having a temper, is because of what Jewish people did to the encampment at UCLA, to compare me, and maybe that’s how I have failed as aggravated.