Recently I have been struggling on X to write and share my thoughts and it looks like my battle with voices is not over yet, and still in need of solution or how to overcome those moments. I am under so much pressure as a campaign, person, and company, I can’t afford to mess up or lose my connections in life I have been maintaining over the years recent. Always in positive spirits I have been able to help, and while there may have been more openly creative moments and more organized responses concerning who I am and who I want to help, I can’t change what getting voices is like and how mentally disturbing it is. I have court this week, and my Attorney asked me to not attend, and says that I have been doing well. Honestly I am going through so much, that I’ve completely given up in life, not in the way I am lowering my standards, but in a way I’m taking breaks and backing off, even from commitments in life. I have worked so hard to develop and create a blog with a concept, with real demonstrated effort and calls and emails and fedex to government officials, I even paid to register my pen name and hashtag #bloggingcampaign with the State of California, have a certificate. So in every way possible I have developed. I think things are different 2024 compared to when I tried to start blogging 2013, 2018, and again 2019. There has been so much success, famous people connected to OJ have made billions of dollars, and the music industry is brought back to life, there is Apple TV and Netflix, so much growth and content being created. It’s hard to keep up with being compared in life, as a result of knowing OJ, and that’s the unfortunate part of being successful in my life, then compared as though I am trying to be someone else, or using a name in order to be read or be important. I think I have always excelled in sports and academics (Honor Roll, Merit Pin, High School GPA 3.2, MVP Basketball Camp UCLA, MVP Soccer Camp, Team Captain Soccer and Volleyball, Best Female Athlete of the Class of 2003, Graduated with Honors Cum Laude from CU Boulder and on Deans List and got straight As one semester with a 3.8 GPA in Sociology, Witken Award A in Advanced Legal Writing, A’s on essays in Torts and Criminal Law, 3.2 GPA and straight As at Thomas Jefferson School of Law), recognized throughout the years, receiving awards. If anything it’s the voices causing mental disturbance, is a separate issue, apart from running everyday and blogging or writing books. When I was able to write free of voices, and help others online and myself, that was a period in time when I had the sense of peace to work on a project, just like having a job, having the sense of peace to focus on work. I think voices is a way that your private life becomes disturbed that separates me from having boyfriends, or being loved, and if I cannot be at peace when I am alone, I certainly don’t need to be compared to other people who are not bloggers and activist who don’t know OJ and haven’t gone to law school twice, to not be deserving of any voices period. Why should I get voices, if I am a writer, and at peace. In what way should my head be hurt or writing change to prove what, this is a battle that I can’t win and things never get better.

Follow-Up: The woman who insulted me criticized me on X, the exchanges I put on display on my blog and then deleted has since changed her profile photo to my photo. So thats facing challenge and being myself, while creating for acceptances of one another, deleting the post criticized, and not allow it to fester.