No matter what condition you are in, you always deserve to get back to normal, feel at peace, be helped, recover, and in general should be able to live free of problems, no matter how international, religious, terrorism, group, school, crime, it affects,. Its not easy to watch life happen in any way or not care. Some of us can work and also care and contribute to causes and organizations that help others, for those fortunate to earn an income and donate. Not all of us can do everything, and it’s okay to follow your heart, and stick to what you know in life, start over, be set back. Switch care, be treated, be tested, heal, recover, risk punishment. No life is perfect, in general we are all held to the same standards not harm ourselves, call 911 if suicidal, stay sober (Ive been sober for 20 years), go to the hospital if you are sick beyond repair and can’t get better on your own. Stay out of trouble, not cause trouble, not be compared, and base your happiness on how you look and feel, and pride yourself in having a good life. Live free of harassment, but don’t take sounding well or speaking well or representing others for granted. How easily all can be lost if you look bad, sound bad, experience symptoms of any definition that is being used to describe you. Ultimately to get well, it’s your job to be well liked (I make friends everywhere I go), be social (I write online I’ve been popular at every school), be loving (I’ve had great relationships and heartbreaking breakups), move on and not get sick again (like treatment 2023).

In the end you are who you are in life, and no matter how successful you become, no matter what your truth is, symptoms are, you cannot always control what others are led by, what measurements are being used to assess you, know what you look like to others, know how you make other people feel, it’s impossible to be successful anywhere, if you can’t be yourself or inconsistent for any reason. What Ive learned this year 2024, is that if you work hard and do everything right, you should be helped, not harmed, overcome disability, and work again, sometimes things could be wrong and that could be what you are sensing, your only job is to figure out your own feelings and thoughts, not be held responsible for other people’s feelings and thoughts, that becomes a blurred line in life, as an influencer, or by being online, ask me how I feel if someone I know is reading, you know I won’t know what I should change to or who my audience is not being myself, doing my best is what makes me successful online, there is no way to gear your content to suit anyone you are not able to help or advertise yourself as.

That’s the lesson in carrying yourself well, recovering, and all the harm that can be caused to your reputation, self-esteem, confidence, identity, perspective, and outlook, when you stop recovering or stop being positive and getting well, that’s an enormous conflict is created upon being changed, you can go from positive and supportive can be read by all audiences considered famous, you can be called things to pretend like I wasn’t open about celebrity connections, and be treated as anti-social or use pride as an issue or the feelings of those I know, make me responsible for, I think if you don’t consider a person as well, a life force, smart, able, and a good person, its really not in my control whats causing voices, and instead of talking about it and changing, it’s better for me to perform, visit the US Supreme Court, take breaks, lock my accounts when I need help, not make mistakes looking bad because of any time I was shouted at or bullied, fighting back means being successful and getting jobs and making money that’s how I prove my value, going to AA can mean whatever you think it is, schizophrenia can mean whatever you think it is, bipolar can mean whatever you think it is, if you don’t consider me as honest working hard online or in fitness to be matched, then I should probably have other goals in life, if Im working unpaid online and hurt in anyway I can’t prove, that’s worth showing up in court, in a place where harm can be addressed, instead of being forced to address what people could be thinking, then be accused of speaking as though I use my audience or have some strategy of thinking that is wrong, to trying to read others.

Blogging is how to tell the world who I am, hear my take on the Simpson Case, hear my stories, recognize controversy riots and news, I respect people’s views on race and humor about OJ, Im not hurt by what people think, if I know my value, and my stats don’t prove my worth, then continue to prove the benefits of being well, getting jobs, writing online, being on imdb, auditioning, take on new job opportunities, and figure out which stories are being used to make fun of me, like Eminem making songs with my Brother’s Wife’s Sister Skylar Grey. Sometimes whats wrong isn’t a person, sometimes connections don’t make the person famous or special, but so long as I think hard, remember what my opinions are, and able to keep track of how I need to be to be successful, Im sure sometimes with voices there is no way to prove my self-worth, and no goal reached fitness, job, treatment wise, AA attendance, sobriety, being clean, tested, not dating, isn’t good enough for some to understand why Im a good writer, maybe not even my education or grades, whats shocking is when you meet someone who you accuse of lying using or not able to be special on their own. When you see companionship as a way to either like me or not like me, or see job as a way to leave me alone or call me loser etc. and if you accuse my love as being delusion, there is no telling whether my truth or story matters, I can’t afford to leave my weebly website up, I already told my stories about OJ, I never took anything down out of discomfort, the solution will always be the look and feel of how I sound now, the risk will always be if I say anything offensive I could be hurt or sued.