I had a rough couple of weeks, battling mental illness, but finally starting to feel better. I have been taking a new med for diabetes “Rybellus” which makes me nauseous, need to stay hydrated. I take an anti-nausea pill from time to time. Still getting really bad headaches, sorry to share online about talking to the police and FBI, it’s something I deal with that’s very overwhelming, that hurts my head, and leaves me stuck in bed all day, that kind of physical hurdle. So yeah, someone shooting a gun at me, even if by photo, is traumatizing, and not something that’s not a big deal or not scary, you have to take yourself seriously, even if others don’t and its not up to you to decide what’s real and what’s not real, all you have to do is go by how your feeling, and if someone is making you feel sick and not feel good, then focus on the point taken, whether it results in a future harm to you, being shot. It’s clear it has resulted in a physical harm to me, caused me to throw up for days and hit my head, then eventually visit the police. So that’s enough of talking about that. Meanwhile I have been trying to stay proactive attending AA meetings, staying sober, resting, work on my mental health, read books, but my head still hurts and have to push myself to do treadmill. So doing my best.