I’m not that high up so I’m a good person to talk about this to. Recently in private I was expressing frustration, over categories of famous: author, celebrity, pop-star, singer, song-writer, filmmaker, actress, director, attorney, doctor, newspaper, blogger, tech company, public figure, and I couldn’t help but wonder what people think of me.

I consider myself a successful blogger, my stats are inconsistent, I’ve invested a lot of money in assembling a blog, I’m not famous, but grew up close to a famous family, and friends with kids of successful parents. Even though I grew up privileged, I still can’t get over the standards that are being applied to me to determine, whether I am deserving of job, career, book, or reach celebrity status like Mark Manson, and you know only time can tell to what effect my persona, face, body image, will take on the world, and until then.

It’s worth improving and working hard, so that all of those things are possible. I’m sorry I’m not in the position to judge others, ignore others, not reply to others. I don’t block people, I’m responsive, I get along with people, make friends easily, and have twice grown a blog and website starting with nothing zeroes. So I think I am doing a good job of being me, whether or not there is jealousy, competition, pugnant faces or feelings, feeling big, feeling small, most of those things you can see a doctor about to help you with those reactions in life.

It would be unfair to judge any one person, successful or not, or use money to accept a person or reject a person from consideration for sharing their opinions. I think once any hater is trying to categorize me, this is not something that I focus on, so I’m sure to be insulted, if I’m being compared and while that may not be fair. That will not prevent me from being who I am, not to anyone’s poor taste, pugnant reaction, or offense, this is reality this is marketing the world is full of people, and either you are someone who feels good and makes others feel good, or you are someone who others cannot assimilate with and don’t make people feel good.

I don’t know what I would say in the face of a hater, I would probably question their offense, as not a result of something I have said, and consider their viewpoint in life, with all the celebrities in their minds like a rolodex, determining who’s worth or value is of benefit, and would never consider my value, education or story, something fake or fraud, or not beneficial to others.

Whether I’m writing on the topic or I’m not. Writing well isn’t about reading a room, or reading an audience, or reading anyone’s mind, watching or negatively interpreting me, I can’t control what people expect. I can’t control what patterns people are reading into. I can’t control what’s too much for people. I can’t control people’s limits or stopping limits. I can’t control what is considered normal, and I certainly, don’t have to change or become better to become famous.

I believe that being who I am is good enough to publish a book, and work my way toward making a name for myself, and establishing a career for myself. My future is just as important to me as it is for anyone to guess or forecast my potential.

I’m a good example, of finished product determines how you are known. Like IMDb, and a film actresses career, takes years and many jobs, like me and many posts, many books, and many photos, and many years. I’m in no rush, but yes any hate is not something I am trained to respond to handle, or overlook.

All that matters is that my side of the street is clean, my record is perfect, I am hired, and I inspire others to do well do. I think violence prevention is about things being good enough. I think unhappiness and complaint, and pugnant feelings toward people, who get labeled as offensive, is a sad way to end people’s lives including mine by diagnosis.