I think it’s wonderful @billieeilish wrote a song and gets to be herself, unlike me called schizophrenic, derilic, and pervert tortured for years by phone website victimizing me and beating me up causing self harm and suicide. What you don’t see I go through went through that I’m judged for. I need my peace, work alone, live alone, I don’t need anyone’s help feedback or teamwork. I need to be alone figure out life without me. Based on @gendercity I’m complaining because it hurts my head and my heart causes me to be pissed off or create for opportunity to shout or curse use a diagnosis to demoralize me terrorize me and torture me and I won’t put up with it anymore I’m not alive for you if I wasn’t with it I would swallow a bottle of pills drink alcohol and commit suicide based on how I was treated that’s how hard working I am not combative. So understand where cursing comes from it’s interpreted as a death threat when you enable for bullying or cause negative voices toward me and I don’t have to be alive for you or anyone! #dearJudge