There can be many reasons why you might not be a desirable candidate for work, #toddspitzer was the first person I met after COVID after a successful launch on Alexa by luck wrote the right material in the right tone improved in a good way shared a very personal and traumatic story of set of stories and it was a worthwhile read to those who got to follow along. There’s nothing to catch up to in life only thinkings to be prevented such as why or how a shooting occurs and not to blame public figures for shootings including myself not by location status of health job money no money favored or disfavored. I think that’s where people get carried away and confused in terms of what doesn’t feel right what doesn’t feel right is not having the power to stop a shooting and not having the power to keep things going in the positive whether dictated by leaders and agents with money and power to control content and manage talent or for everyone to feel sick that everyone was well and a shooting happens we all want to know why I don’t think the purpose of advocacy is for blame or for contribution artistic or intelligence wise to say you read this or know this person that is why a shooting occurred because you were here and this looks like that so that person shot that, that’s not how life works and that’s not the solution to persistently trigger for reaction similar to a code you assemble as cause for a shooting such as terms in alignment that’s conspiracy going by the shooters mentality and further more blaming the conditions failed or for what reasons is no excuse to attack a person like they are sick or others are well or that’s recipe for blame or shooting or the cause for a shooting.

This issue now is I’m on IMDb, I went to law school and I’m going to the Shorty Awards because I blog and I talk to a DA in Orange County who I grew to love who cannot represent me, defend me, or help me in life if I have problems nor can an attorney talk to me support me mentally or answer my questions in life either what is causing shootings why does where I am or who I work for matter and how does where I work or who I work for the cause of a shooting and in what way do you associate my condition as not human smart or good enough or a strong enough public display online out in the open offensive careless or mentally ill I think I put brain power into my work, I call for help. In earlier phases of mental health issues your insecure you submit to treatments your told its in your head no one helps you no one tells you why you feel sick and you can either stay that way or you can write and do things that feel good.

I’m on IMDb I’m not a singular solution or story or recipe for success denouncement or encouragement of superior status in life you are either helped by me but don’t blame me or hurt me as though a connection to Brady making cards for them is insufficient of an effort online working if so I will sue the shooter for triggering events to backfire on me so that I am attacked in life if so then he is the offender it’s not me who is stupid it is that person you believe and are made to be angry at me cause me sickness in disbelief there is no secret recipe for condemning anyones version of events however expressed it can’t be ruined it can’t be helped and it can’t be reinforced it happened written short long with opinion or no opinion that’s life you summarize it condense it make sense of it that’s life. so please don’t attack me like my improved credibility is any special gift underserved I traveled I wrote for 10 years I wrote books I participated on blogs shared photos and writings creative funny sentimental poetry that’s not fun for the sake of pretending to have fun to gather likes that’s I’m confident I met the US Supreme Court and more work can be done and this is not my fault this is not my schools fault and this is not Barack’s fault and I’m gonna get as strong as fucking possible to get married and work one day because that is my goal no matter what breakup sex or what happened or didn’t happen to me doesn’t matter I have no desire to investigate sue attack post complaints online or talk about life or describe anyone who is not cool with me or attacks me because they don’t want to be written about I’m not here to describe life I’m here to describe my own life and feelings and it’s to reassure others if I’m okay you are not at fault if you attacked me hurt me invaded me stole from me robbed me trashed me hurt me dumped me and talked sh$t about me I don’t care I don’t have the energy to sue and trace people from where I won’t know how voices are caused and did my best phoned judges and police to forgive me for liking Todd that’s not rape nor is a lawsuit for pen paling how dare anyone wrongfully accuse me of being sexual in public or wrongfully doing anyone in life if anyone got done dirty treated like trash or was me on mymollydollfan.com and I was brave and strong enough not to fucking commit suicide and fucking blame people for a hard life mentally ill now. So back off don’t blame me don’t attack me and ask someone else for an explanation and stop hurting me like you know the weather or history better than anyone including me don’t treat me like I’m unknown or secret for anything garbage that’s my heart and brain online recorded either it matters in 10 years or won’t the value will be determined in 10 years if I still make sense that’s heart!