Someone recently posted a video questioning #toddspitzer’s campaign methodology it was actually me who introduced my company to him and felt that at the time it needed female representative other than me because at the time I was disfavored and other women were seen as more promising beautiful or empathized with I’m assuming this has to do with abstinence which I talked to Trevor Project about last night, making the decision not to love or practice gay with any woman near or far or develop any relationships in which secret communications can be made either from me to others or to me from them to cause sickness to any heterosexual ideologies in life, see it more as acceptance as what happens to people not as excuse to justify breed or likelihood on the basis of who’s done who or rejected by whom and on what basis done wrong assumed. By the health of someone later in life be judged as for reference to others be alerted that I was ever in the wrong toward others off speaking or over disclosing or having problems either with self or others I think I keep busy I’ve never had anger or problems or jealously only hurt and crying a lot in college and with #toddspitzer.

It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt, that’s women’s relations, difficulty in loving the same or respecting one another, loving in common, but expected that each one be smarter than one anothers mistakes in life or misgivings. It’s your story until it becomes someone else’s story occurs when your story doesn’t matter in terms of acceptance reason or excuse for disability and instead becomes excuse for selected treatments of you as though if recognized to be confronted on your own by things read interpreted as you having done wrong to others solicited for a bad connection in life or contact. That’s in defense of men with regards to womens mental health not allowed to be alone or self love work on themselves energy is expected to be spent not used on one self and at no time later can be reason for sickness that’s mental health what you’re sick by until you’re alone and either you are sick by thoughts or sick by sick thoughts others have if you why it’s important to live a good life and not be viewed as sick or sick minded or exposed to sick people people can blame for inference as thought sick feelings could be coming from you’re exposures in life. In general most people are accepted as focused on themselves until made to focus on you so if you don’t want to offend others not call attention to yourself to be focused on just as your time is wasted to be focused on people with risk of “reading into things” is to declare that you think sick of others is how people are treated if you interpret what others do in life unrelated to you should not bother you and if it affects you also not to blame others for what you see hear or think either become a party to the lives of others who are well without you is the big picture. Everyone has their own goals in life that’s life not competition, in competition occurs once one is made to voice grievance or upset with another to which they are defended and love is lost, that’s how respect works between women in common either they think highly of one another and stay on their own course in life or made to voice or be confronted with what is thought of a discomfort expressed to which the other is held responsible for at what point does an influence encroach when a woman is viewed as being less than or not of the quality deserved of the man of interest to which another is found more fond of in life, as a woman the stronger your opinions are the more independent you seem the more needy you are the more independent others are viewed and the more you complain or waste time bothered the more uncomfortable others become of you and that’s when you get put on the chopping block of things you’re supposed to own in life as though others hold a rational feeling of disgust or upset by your life behavior likes or connections in life who you are to be viewed among is what situates you worse off in life to be sick by people you are forced to identify with become sicker by those associations or misjudgments in life in favor of those who you are not identified as being one among. #femininity #work #career #ranks #representation #education #sexhistory #treatment #mistreatment #disease #beingignored not treated as smart, treated as stupid, not impressed by, not viewed as pretty, not interested in, not loving towards, hard on, condescending, into selves, confidence, who better by, who credited to what experience or exposure in life, who sick by, is how a woman loses credit for her own life and hard work in life over who touched her or who talked to her or what she drank or what drug she tried until her mouth becomes dirty and she complains so that she can be treated as grumpy or unhappy or unpleasant to justify disgust by opinion created by how a person looks diagnosed as grose “schizophrenic” or by fanning “disgusting” or by love “rejected.” #value #class #etiquette #education #intelligence #decisionmaking #support #ignoringpeople #OCDA that is what created complaint I didn’t have any complaints talking to him. I wasn’t in that place mentally when I met him it’s after meeting him and talking diagnosed and treated that way.

Job application wise as stepping stone to a paid position work not under pressure in an environment with people who won’t push me that hard and not paid to push myself ease my way back to work in life to see what my limits are and now I’m guessing for burn out or what I look like or sound like tired under pressure or how treated when tired or under pressure. It was an idea I’ve applied 3-4 times different positions. So I think it depended on me talking to HR about whether I can work for someone who either identifies me as high profile a victim in the circumstance if expectation by education or prior knowledge of status or treatment or reason to see how I respond when I’m made to feel like my head is gone whether that’s a system for making others feel good for someone who appears smart to look dumb m assuming is the historical punishment for thins like Twitter to question life or for people to be so motivated independently and for you to lose your drive in life and get mental illness waiting or rejected or not functioning quite the same strong minded. That’s a disposition of insult. I know I’ve not done anything wrong to women or men and if I had ever been sexual toward a woman or a man that’s something they could sue me for or go to jail over I don’t wing people or console people or get close to be intimately through words it’s what makes sense to me because they are things I would like to hear in the event I need help and those writings occur not in sickness once I’ve recovered from what’s bothering me and reflection in a peaceful and positive state in life.

You get hurt liking or loving men who are disinterested in you, embarrass by you, or can go to jail or be arrested if you drink alone or drive after a drink why Uber is so popular mass produced now, it’s to insult your beauty or your health or reputation to put down someone who they think has a big head or hasn’t been hurt or experienced sadness in life it’s until you are uncomfortable or confrontational or alone in life is the point at which others become uncool towards you as though you were not loving toward them is how a man is viewed as victim if they feel small nurtured by you and if you become strong by insult is how they are made to feel not loved like my Dad was dying I got harassed by ex pen pal to detach me from my Dad who I was bonded with and then again with Rob Debakey texting me, with a job I was harassed to pay bills with not enough money yet, and again with Todd harassed as though I’m supposed to be at peace with others that’s their peace my peace is experienced alone I don’t need a finish line or signal for any suffering until women in general feel good torture me like we are connected or affected by eachother or make me the issue. And if you detach or talk to anyone else then you are attacked mistreated as cheating or confiding close to others beaten up mentally and psychologically told you are things you are not until you become sick disoriented. Because they think I cheated on Rob Debakey I didn’t cheat on him (I attempted suicide Feb 2009 and someone kissed me a year after being hospitalized Rob and I saw eachother 1x a month or was difficult) I went out while we were apart with my best friend and someone kissed me knowing I had a boyfriend I think that when people try to convince you to have fun when you have it good in life is how they feel good, they move on, and you end up suffering with nothing because you are obese you get judged as though you want more than you have like eating habits or mistreated like you think more is better or bigger is better or treated like the scales of your life is about achievement in people not for the sake of career talent hurt education and skill, writing.