If ever there was a time to be insulted and teamed up on, it would be on the basis of my complaints, so that’s whats not accepted, is that its okay to threaten my life and gamble on my odds for survival or my ability to recover, and treat me as “loser – brings others down” or a “hurt – transferred” “or sexuality – ambience considered gay or not” as a basis for determining my privilege to recover from insult and injury. So pride and success is not too late, what is the hospital expected to solve, a nicer treatment than reality, then why in reality am I faced with a life that’s is unclear to others, or use hygiene for insult or changes or photos, for determining whats a life experience normal or not normal. Whats inhumane is the expectation for incurring harms that cant be negotiated or argued with and the forced acceptance of rejection, makes who a liar not treatable, I think it was the privilege and wellness or improvement that was found to be offensive, and this explains the discontinuation and days break, from writing, the harsher reality of terms used is not my untrue statement of whats unforgiveable, so its not that Ive not paved the way or created for more positive acceptance by virtue of who I am as a person a lived experience, in what way am I being denominated in life, to not represent women and by what terms of photos, or films produced, its not my insensitivity or the permanency or reactions that I don’t recognize as being something clearly about me, is not recognizing the statement by the leader of the meeting, who was not viewed as responsible, the fact that I felt like running after Jonah to talk and him leaving a meeting early, represents that his struggle is not to be made my struggle to highlight a life affected as directed, and if that’s the criticism sought, a story doesn’t need to be changed to see an issue, if its living life is viewed as criticism for statement of observation, this is why life quotes as stopped and so has the study of life coaching, and all other cetificates and programs. If the focus is on a prosecution of me as mean or gay, then the other side will not rest until their feelings are spoken to as though they are women, or women offended, or men offended, or they are gay, or they are the people, or they are my Father, or they are the DA, or they are scotus, and so long as a story is viewed as people pretending to be other people, or knowing me and ignoring me, then that is why discontinuation of selfies photography and video a decision made, because if whats offensive is viewing my like or dislike of self, its questioning whether that ever mattered, and changing things to be about whether or not I cared or my composition ever noticebale not correct or obscene or out of tune. So this is how Apple as a company was affected iPhones were down on sales, and this affects the future of their company, out of a seeking reinforcement for whether shouting terms “making fun of my Instragram IOP homework, is a justified use of saying terms, as though not hurtful or forgiveable.” People can only go by how they feel, so if its my comfort that’s not respected, or my privilege not respected, then that’s the position that is lost, so no one is me or has met me not appreciated or not spoke to correctly, if they viewpoint is not deserving of trust or treatment, than that’s when I am hurt, going to PHP, so its not a change in care to be highlighted quesitonning my 2009 suiicde attempt, its in what way is any care changed or taken away serve as a reminder to what fact, disclosed or not disclosed to me, if its questioning what Im hurt by, its treating me as though I don’t speak with reflection of how others feel knowing, me or with awareness of everyone knowing me, and to continue to defend who knows of me, until its not true, and not care about the 600 followers, or the 16,000 followers, add or minus 1000 as a joke of how I cant tell how Im doing whether a drop in numbers tells me anything as too much, means not one appreciate the blogpros numbers, is why Im being punished on Instragram as though I cant hold center or maintain a professional pace, if that’s the case, then “too much” is defended as though my energy is too much or impressed upon others, and for that to be too much to take back, as though young people already know me, or the elderly, and treat me as not having a good sense of whats too much or necessary, means that if others have life figured out on the basis of whats confirmed or not and have their system of confirmations, then to really consider whether to manage a blog or Instagram or Twitter, is without consideration about not being able to text with someone who came back, while in love with another, and for my life to be made worse, and to see how I respond when everyone goes away, is maybe the lesson on what I haver to say, should anyone die, is my story about a person coming to be who doesn’t represent Grease well enough or not a model that makes others feel better about themselves, accuse me of being a place or attractive and not bearing the strength or humanity to handle pains, or can afford mistakes, is testing my capacity for “insult” is to punish me for everyone else preferences and to again accuse me of lying, when its about relived experiences and telling me that Ive done wrong, it doesn’t matter whether I drink or not and recognize that its upon explanation of voices, that things are made worse, for everything you say, that is not longer true, and less capacity you have to recover or be believed is what a “schizophrenic” diagnosis means or “attorney general” its not about who is working for me, or whats going right for me in life, or whether I can tell whats real or not, its about me being punished on the basis for what I know or what I say and what I if anything accuse anyone else of which is not what “schizophrenia” is for pretending everyone knows me and treat me as “combative” or no one knows me, or no one reads my blog, that’s making fun of a system that’s working for me, and tampering that system, by hurting me to support what a diagnosis is for to accuse me of being guilty or use a “diagnosis” as excuse for not being prosecuted criminally. If the diagnosis is to accuse me of being comfortable or accuse voices as “manifestation of what Ive done wrong” is that voices are believed to punish me for who Ive dated no matter the age, which is why a future potential is not sought and defended against, based on non-acceptance for dating in the past as excuse for voices. Furthermore is materinity or wellness is considered a position in life not harmed, then harming me is for the basis of dictating or directing me as to what I can and cant do in life, if a loss of control is sought or mental health or clarity, means no one cared what I said over two months, no one respected my limit, and upon deletion and saving everything, my limit was pushed past deletion, and a card made on pinterest shared, continued to hurt me and cause deletion and use deletion as an excuse for something Ive done wrong, including accusing me of drunk driving after drinking 1 drink, or accuse me of in close quarters admission to things wrong, or accuse me of needing anyone who you don’t believe that I can speak intelligently to, its clear that once you consider a person harmful and mentally ill, that’s no defense in criminal court, neither is an explanation of everyone who has passed, or 4 fires, and any commentary, the solution would lie in whether I am doing anything wrong (accuse my room of being a harem to something consciously not acceptable, and not accept who Ive spoken to and use as spokesperson someone who is not accepted and treat a person who you can speak to normally or think of as being more right about me, or accuse me of having said things that led anyone to believe that Im sick, or criticize my demeanor in conversation private as uncomfortable. So its not about what other people think, if its about prevention, in what way is mental health being used to accuse me of not making a solid enough impression or negotiation (a risk disclosed) more or less likely to happen, and in what way should I be punished by a diagnosis and definition that I found harmful to my health, in what way should I be made to empathize with someone not of my kind and not of my suffering and 38 years of life invested in earning my life back, in what way is this person giving up and committing a crime, have anything to do with a term that Im called, is to use a fight in Venice as a basis for fight occurring that youre accusing me of not preventing or stepping in and taking risk then attacked by someone street who I don’t know, and treat me like I can afford to have someone homicidal out to get me, and treat me like I cant prevent whats occurring to me and cant tell if something bad is happening, to accuse me of not representing an issue, is accusing a criticism of Caruso, as a move that’s prosecutorial, and then accuse me of an attention, that hurts based on whether or not I have guilt or need privacy or whether my not deserving of a later representation, means defensive to a loss.

Removed 10/02/23.