Discuss lawsuits what for? “Mental Health” and not be used to make up excuses for others let them explain why then or for what and do my best to keep myself separate instead of being harmed by lawsuits. While they can give up on you leave things in public to cause discrimination of you or accuse you of being things by terms doesn’t care for my welfare my future or my health is worth fighting over a diagnosis and however it was based on what others think then to judge me not well spoken was wrong to do to me knowing who I know based on my education resume work experience.

The only thing I need to own up to is how I looked then compared to now worse after punishment and for that to not be the solution. I refuse to have discussed lawsuits to the best of my ability and to continue to be punished, labeled, viewed poorly as someone who can’t manage their own mind, mental health, thoughts, or condition. No matter what the motivating force or humor is found in not taking me seriously or worse condemning me, aging me, or ruining my life I know Ive done my best told the truth at all times that goes for all records kept, conversations, and facts disclosed. There is nothing I’ve experienced I’ve not shared online or not willing to share again if misunderstood as: (1) threat (2) guilt (3) harassment (4) or mental illness then that’s what two lawsuits, a hate website, and a diagnosis of schizophrenia means. While that may be the peace of “them” it’s not my peace it’s not my thoughts it’s not establishing a route for lawsuit I’m not explaining online for the taking and there need not be any excuse to use my medical records, description of voices, self-harm or medications against me as excuse to let up as though further punishment is sought past mental health diversion. Then that’s one persons doing away with me to which my love and attitude livelihood as witnessed over a 4 year period is discredited by a Judge or any Medical Evaluation mislabeling me as being at fault for my own mental health issues seen by others but clearly not seen by me given all the selfies I took weight loss undertaken writing and masters in law obtained. Therefore it’s unclear for any Judge to conclude what was done right then is clearly not the fault of what’s wrong now is not what I’m doing by remaining separate or complaining is defending my innocence health and well being sharing my truth and how I was negatively impacted by any lawsuit I didn’t think I deserved. If the issue is knowing me then I’m not messaging or texting anyone, if my life is improving it’s not to prove innocence or lose innocence by appearance equate all my hard work and effort to proving anyone wrong is not my purpose for writing or improving. My peace is to forcibly accept these Men don’t know me, don’t love me, don’t respect me, don’t trust me, think I’m sick in a hurtful way accuse me of being misinterpreted as strong in a bad way misuse my writing to defend who has sued me whole continuing to threaten me by labels new medical records lawsuit and include my future as something terminated and attacked based on being watched proven or Judged by complaints written. Again it’s about their peace (lawsuits) it’s about me sudden looking bad is to cause me to be (discriminated not respected viewed as disappointment) to then accuse my writing thoughts or facts as delusion. Since being sued I’ve not engaged in politics if I’ve been sent to the hospital sober twice sober off day meds isn’t good enough for the caliber of issues I’m being faced with wrongfully treated as guilty. So while my faults are something I have to overcome with time even stating it took 4 years to overcome hate site work and 8 years to work hard be sued again only to reinforce lawsuit without knowing what it was about without knowing my story or who I am the risk is to justify a #metoo movement against me (this opinion risk to me not liked by voices or my determination to never be sued again or question major life choices at this age given my health & career options) shows that: (1) if “me too” is brought up there’s an escalation to create for lawsuit and prove “inappropriate mentally ill unwanted use photo look body type or writing to justify terms hurtful “schizophrenia” “offensive” “inappropriate”, if a lawsuit is brought up (2) a confession or description of something knowingly wrong with you they accuse you of exposing another to is to justify hurting me by lawsuit or in court a Judge referring to him as a victim while everyone ignored me as a victim online, shows continued effort to punish expose accuse my communications as harassment to not only him, but without saying establish by court that those descriptions are true so that I don’t talk to anyone to make me scared of people or not able to work based on people thinking I’m something worse nor disclosed make people think they’re doing the right thing to reject me tell me I’m sick or not approve of life choices or mental health society standing who I know or what’s of issue “called delusion.” And lastly if “me too” is used the saying I seek to prevent lawsuits in the future is a determination viewed as threat considering me guilty ignore years of disclosures openess about lawsuit online, accuse me of writing with the at to prevent me too towards me critical of my “not accepting” word harassment as it’s affecting my health and my pain is courts truth belief that everyone should think poorly of me I’m guilty no one should trust me I’m guilty no one should hire or love me I’m guilty and use two lawsuits and the success of my blog and me too to accuse me stuck with a condition that’s my fault then accuse me being sick online or making others sick wrongfully accuse me of not being smart healthy hardworking or offend me then hear terms accuse me of being offensive to make everyone hate me or (1) attack me from all ends (2) say I’m never talking to anyone for rest of my life (3) witnesses improvement call me delusional (4) defend someone who tried to kill me then accused me of hurting someone I’ve told several times I can’t I need to focus on myself then judge me as not in tune, can’t prevent, needs someone, accuse me fighting something “symptoms” you accuse as not existing or being my own fault. So the end result is not a thumbs up after improvement of court wants acceptance of illustrating blame on a patient means you don’t respect all the information you’ve been given you went ahead and continue to call me offensive to my face while being nice to another appearance with “agoraphobia” and threaten taking away mental health diversion without letters. Is not my fault you’ve not seen proof and can print these posts and submit proof today of what’s been completed by me. To qualify for not paying not diversion from jail but diversion from being wrongfully accused, used as a limit to push back off to get their way, then accuse me of strength energy or characteristics that offend is wrong to me too me as a blogger wrong to punish me as diagnosed wrong to discriminate me wrong to let people to give me a hard time suffer losses and wrong to disallow me to defend myself to prevent lawsuit and respect although my life’s improving close to others based on threat to me is why I’m choosing to be alone and that’s not delusion, including my written complaint and voicemail to Dr Fogelson and 911 calls it’s clear displeasure is in humor absent me, code is unknown absent me, commentary is used against me, threats to sue me is accusing me or making it hard or not enabling anyone to sue me. The problem Judge is you don’t see me as a victim and since you don’t see me as the victim I can argue whatever is necessary to save my life, protect myself, regardless issues other lives you use against me, make the most of my life helping others without being used, mad fat, ridiculed, or accused of being mentally ill I’m not mentally ill I was misdiagnosed and now using voices self harm to excuse for lawsuit if that’s how voices want to create for lawsuit you can sue for whatever you want but don’t accuse me of dishonesty or lying not writing fairly or insensitive to other peoples issues or wrongfully use me call me delusional injure my abilities or ability to describe analyze prevent or fix what’s going wrong even if me too’d.