It’s common to feel a whole range of emotions in the event of instability, whether it’s about my own condition or mental health, or the mental health of another you are exposed to through me. Now’s a good time, after making “important statements,” and putting in the effort, to improve and repair my content, back to regular content, without being afraid of what has been said or how I said it. All that matters is my own stability, when it comes to manage a blog, let’s start there, and from there, all other reactions can be stabilized. But in the event that I get sick or don’t stay sober, well that affects my ability to respond and stay well, and that’s the only thing at stake upon being attacked.

How to Make Things Sit Well: In order for things to sit well you have to be in a better place post making a statement, and everyone else should be in a better place post making a statement. A statement that seeks to help paint a picture of all those affected, isn’t opinion intended to insult whoever is mentioned, it is simply a position that I am talking a person who is involved as a fan, and now Trump Supporter, was worth sharing what I’m going through to help whoever is wondering what a text message has anything to do with anything. I think I’ve shared enough, and what matters now, is that I don’t allow myself to get hurt, nor do I allow anyone in my life to get hurt either, including my audience, by someone who is trying to convince people there is something wrong with me.

How Do You Know When Things are Good: Things will be good again, the more you are able to arrive to a place that has clarity, where you no longer have to mention what is bothering you or how, and no longer have to make statements explaining yourself or whatever you are going through in the grand scheme of things. Things will be good, when my blog or website can establish a place that is safe to talk about life, my commitment to anti-gun violence work (posting) is respected, that my motivation to stay well is respected, that one another’s progress can be rewarded with good feelings about right now and what’s in store for the future, and where people can improve alongside me and not just witness my own improvements overtime. To me that’s how I would know when things are good again. When both I’m feeling well, and whatever is bothering whoever about me is also at peace and thriving and doing well again. What’s telling me I’m not well, is because this person is angry or upset with me, and if sharing about it is making me sick, means to not talk about it. So things will be well again, when I can move on and speak absent having to discuss or mention this.

What is “The People’s” Peace: The People’s Peace to me means that no one feels responsible for anything happening to me, mental health related, and no one feels responsible if I get hurt. If I wind up in a place that I am hurt and to blame, then I will think in what way do I deserve that, think what have I done to deserve that, think what have I said to deserve that, think in what way have I not been honest and that was more important than keeping details to myself, and measure how many people have benefited or have been made to feel better overall about what’s going on, after having heard me share. And to me The People’s reward in feeling like they are doing the right thing, and don’t have to follow, or support me, is the side of things that I also don’t want to get heat from, or face backlash or negative energy coming from a side, that does not agree with me or decides to take the side of whatever or whoever is bothering me. I think Ive always handled things appropriately, I get checked, I get interviewed, I take meds, there is nothing wrong with me, I am doing my best. I’m not bothering anyone I’m keeping to myself, I’m not blaming anyone, I’m not talking $hit about anyone, I’m not acting unprofessionally about anything or my stats, and I’m doing my best to be human and fair.