I’ve just started working on my coursework for my CITI Research Certificates, and thought this would be a good time to follow-up on more serious subjects, I think what Ive been learning recently should help to compartmentalize whats been ongoing, and what we can do to help make thinking spaces and spaces in general more safe, no matter what code is at bay or in the works, Im sure a code that we can construct is better than any other terms or persons misleading the way, should be our job to correct what motivates and makes people feel good, it’s wellness, it’s allowed to be a controversial issue, even religion is controversial, so ever more important are the things we come to see, believe, and interpret, from life in general, let’s make sure that meanings that hold, are still within our control, to manage the discourse, not put the people’s minds in the hands of criminals.
I recently completed course modules in: Assessing the Risk, International Research, Internet Research, and Hot Topics. These are modules that can be selected from over 33 listed in the course, I have to complete 16 of them, Ive completed 10 so far. The course is entitled, “Unanticipated Problems and Reporting Requirements in Social and Behavioral Research.” This course can be purchased on CITI Research Website: citiprogram.org.
So let’s discuss what I have learned. First I learned that unanticipated problems involving risk to subjects or others, require prompt reporting to the Institutional Review Board (IRB), and when appropriate to Federal Agencies. Rules differ depending on the location of the study, I know that California and Virginia and Europe are three places that require Data Protection Regulations. (See: https://gdpr.eu/). In addition, The Presidential Commission for the Study of Bioethical Issues was appointed by President Barack Obama in 2009 and issued reports and educational materials for researchers. However, it is important to note as well that the Department of Justice (DOJ) has not adopted the 2018 requirements version of the Common Rule.
What is the Common Rule?
“The Common Rule is a set of ethics guidelines for biomedical and behavioral research involving human subjects in the United States. The 2018 revision of the Common Rule, issued by the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services (HHS) Office for Human Research Protections (OHRP), took effect on January 21, 2019. The revision’s goals were to better protect research subjects and reduce administrative burden.” [1]
In regards to recent events, this brings up the question of what risks are expected and which risks are unexpected, and should allow for the development and creation of a trusted system or sequence of sound decision making practices to go by, when determining the causes, is this a problem that could be anticipated, or this is a problem we should respond to to prevent the future occurrence of a problem or misunderstanding. Relevant to this conversation is the advent of “fake news,” which CITI Research describes as: “More recently, researchers designing online interventions in which they purposefully present participants with inaccurate information (such as “fake news”) as part of their study now have to mitigate potential harms that could result from exposing participants to false information. Incorporating a funneled debriefing process followed by an actual debriefing script could mitigate potential harms, but only if participants fully complete the study, arrive at the debriefing statement, and read it. This is an almost impossible task to ensure when the researchers have minimal contact with the online participant.”
According to CITI Research (citiprogram.org): “Identification, assessment, and minimization of risk are paramount to the conduct of ethical social and behavioral research.” In addition they mention, “One of the most important and challenging tasks researchers and Institutional Review Boards (IRBs) face is identifying and evaluating risks of harm associated with participation in research.” –The “risks of harm” typically associated with social and behavioral research are social, psychological, economic, and legal in nature. Risks of Harm in Social and Behavioral Sciences 3 categories: Invasion of Privacy, Breach of Confidentiality, Study Procedures.
The policy also encourages researchers to “think through how to engage prospective participants regarding what is expected to happen with the data they contribute and, downstream, how best to respect these contributions” in their data management plan. [2] For example, “the use of CRISPR technology to modify genomes raises the possibility of treating genetic diseases by correcting mutations and customizing therapies for affected individuals.” If we can catch mistakes ahead of time that are causing or can cause us problems to digest or interpret, wouldn’t the world be braver, than to simplify all writing and public notices to simple outlines, Im sure we have better memory than that, and my websites goes to show that people actually enjoy reading if you have something to offer in writing that is fun to read or interesting. Its in the details one should be mindful of, that clear discussion on topics of interpretation are helpful to our overall health and well being, and we should be allowed to discuss the effects of shootings, without putting ourselves at risk or harm or others, not to mention our freedoms. I think no matter how involved you get, if you follow these guidelines, for addressing anticipated versus unanticipated problems, the fact that they get reported, either before an incident or after an incident, is better than no reporting at all. It’s important to think about everyone who can potentially be affected by misinformation, or confusing reports, its hard to get a grasp on what’s going on in crisis, I wouldn’t want to stunt our growth and health to be so limited as to be easily interrupted or aggravated, to change the course of a discussion, or a line of reasoning to a respondents answers, dear Black Journalists. I was a writer for Level 21 Magazine, and was hired by a Black Journalist. That’s where I could get a job.
Extra Info: I was trusted to interview a client in Ukraine during the war who I emailed with featured in a post my first job as a journalist and still learning publishing my featured photo was changed by who had to publish for me because I wasn’t at the stage of uploading and hit publish button without being checked (first) and (2) tried to continue to write take advantage of the within a year privilege to write to keep the job and wrote an article about Kanye West and not sure if it was punished didn’t follow up contact anyone to figure out if published or not and this is important because I addressed his controversy in a professional magazine before he decided to publicly make comments directed at Jews in general, not yet interpreted as me being the Jew that motivated him to recognize or not recognize me as part of the problem and wonder if he read that article would that have helped provide a voice from me that could have prevented him being targeted for his mental health diagnosis never interpreted his challenges or timing of downfall a problem I didn’t have compassion for in a good place in life to represent issues all families are affected by not be anyone’s downfall or unwanted source of inspiration confuse Kim Kardashian’s support in general as being about my text messages which were necessary to send updates and make sure they’re not affected or my best friend Sydney Simpson or her family (was my fear) instead it’s been questioned how high profile I am or proper or careful and that would be a hurtful joke to accuse me of being defriended instead of recognizing me learning social media and writing publishing online practicing taking care of myself and if inspired by others made folders for them in my at home office, aren’t anyone once close to now not close to because of disability or restrictions on messages requiring approval to send a problem I think I was the one to determine it’s not safe to talk to others not because I need to prove I have inspired or been apart of but about me helping myself and being helpful and positive and informative in public I matter who is reading avoid the interpretation of me thinking I’m smart connected or important or a poor choice follower like or crush, I was the only one would get hacked have to change passwords and noticed by physical changes when to check all the logins from many locations to know if anyone else is reading so I’ve known that something about me prevented. I think the issue of forcing me to not talk to anyone and be sued on a positive note is to compare what establishing a system of support or guidance or information and rapport online would mean to my audience to make sure up or down with success or none I am not someone preferential or not sharing everything in public or accuse me speaking different to people or accuse me of sounding mean or having a bad experience in public talking to everyone. I’m doing my best, I know that chaos or psychosis or experiencing voices trauma things being too much is supposed to be testing how I stay well or be observed dealing with an intense state overwhelming that’s scary or difficult to expect me to prove how to improve no matter what meds I’m one graded on whether I ignore voices or people or live with a feeling of something being wrong accuse me of not battling for many years and keeping track of self harm and not self harming unfortunately it’s become about whether I blame others or don’t deal with mental health issues and prioritize voices accuse me of mistreatment or offsetting the disposition of others (question the what happens to me shows up on them level of responsibility I have to stay well and without needing to study research inherently feel challenged by hearing anger directed towards me or critical of how I manage an unprovable symptom) for punishing me for walking away from a guys chat in rehab about the types of offenders who get beat up in jail and left the table, it’s not about me identifying myself as offensive or unreasonably fearful of what a lawsuit looks like mean it’s okay to disable my phones cellular data and take away my internet and GPS or make fun of my running routes or routines in life, being someone not afraid of hacking putting so much value in my phones and learned how to run long distance became about me walking away from someone who has experienced jail talking about jail, who friended me had been prescribed similar meds was not yet a phase of being beneath others or on a system of being cool by I think I keep to myself stay away from everyone, it’s unfortunate I dealt with bullying, lucky to experience everyone proud of me for being off meds viewed as the problem and grateful for them being at peace, friendship was never easy if friended and unfortunately I was in a place I could’ve had friends had I not gotten suicidal or made fun of what having a roommate would be for. Not managing my own meds and living at home, was not my future or later a joke, instead of accepting my handing of issues I’m faced with or remember I was important to many helped, make sure that I’m also not someone anyone accuses as letting a team down or being at fault someone who is not who they say they are or needing to be humiliated to ruin how special it was to be with family doing well, without caring what difficulties I face if my parents are upset by or disallow blogging based on a hate website photos taken is how I worked hard couldn’t sold my website a special project that got me into coding school, and expect me to have experience with being trusted believed in proud of me to upsetting rejected and kicked out or not given money, as what I deserve or my family deserved or OJ deserved to see me as someone hated humiliated online who made her family or any story not special or accuse me of not being respected aware of what’s online think it’s okay to hurt me over disability or make fun of me handling threats without telling my parents asking for help and it being too late, taught me that when someone is angry with you and believes that you should be shamed or called out for your arrest record your challenge my sobriety or value it’s not about me working hard and not being apart of or compare others wellness to my own, it’s about not caring how I feel given rules told no or don’t do this don’t contact or else, is unclear what’s not a big deal a joke or a freedom or luck I’m experiencing too stupid to keep accuse me of having any awareness of how even things are going well for me judge me for the decisions I make to date and accuse me of hurting someone I love who made me feel special instead it became an opportunity for an ex pen pal to make love to me get photos of me modeling pretty and still make my face or health an issue about who I’m connected to or not appreciative of me noticing to not model that if I’m seen naked gain weight if seen, and if my face is pretty focused on (not taking Live Photos) then lose my face and don’t look well, instead of valuing my honesty and what makes me unique, let that be a probate struggle I guess it’s for me to explain in what way does him getting to be me, or pretending to them, do to how I feel, it’s he wrote in an email how he felt about me clear on ways he would punish me or do me recovered in a way after 4 years I should look pretty have a job and pass the terms for court not be punished, becomes about (why this is my job) in what way does me being harmed affect my ability to help others or those who are official and high up in life from not being affected, would be to restore my health and positive outcomes provide sound explanation in time not give up caring or sharing perspective and do my best to figure out how those privileges were lost, put myself in the shoes of someone over 60 and make sure what I’m enduring isn’t something ruining their right to be free of harm or crime local (likewise) punish me for being offended by working hard could have showed up to court but asked to not appear and in the time punished or scared losing my computer and phone to prevent contact to who’s suing me, continue to blame blogging as what I’m doing wrong, watch me in between jobs, be told I’m sick in a job, make sure to perform and be professional by blog or in a job instead of being viewed as someone dressing up you accuse of being mentally ill or failing to disclose a court public record. Make sure that me improving earning the right to work and not be left focusing on mental illness voices is some place worse in life to make fun of what hell should be like or feel like accuse me of loss of consortium after having witnessed my failed interactions with women who flirt with my boyfriend and think I get hurt by who I don’t impress or not good enough for dating whom. And maybe those are parts of my story or defects in regards to women comfortable and closer to my boyfriend than me or punish me as not mean or improving to illustrate who was preferred, isn’t about flirting and a pop up text message, it’s about at what level or stage of love and having friends and being social should it be time to make fun of what I see or hurt by, sometimes you get hurt and don’t expect things to hurt you or purposefully intended to offend you, I think the issue was about simply stating positive lucky I had a boyfriend saw a text by accident believe him and focus on my job not about what makes me not cool or not fit or not respectful of a Crossroads employer, it’s maybe not until I don’t have any friends and to make fun of all my photos or iPhone notes or improvements to force me to admit that I get hurt or have a problem that reflects poorly on me, that ruins my friendships and relationships and/or fighting, and my first experience of self harm, isn’t about there being something explosive or wrong brought out of me or a side that I was not punished for by group text, in the end it’s about how I handled being told I’m mentally ill and learned how responding poorly changes things, getting upset or critical or sounding mean makes me look bad, and something I get bullied for in defense of this girlfriend. Makes clear I have no experience of doing well or being in charge or concerned about safety or what things look like unaware of my friends experiences with bullying is how I experienced distance or made fun of for a canoe being tied to the roof of my bmw by her boyfriends Father, they live in Texas now, or make fun of why I don’t date or have friends, or hospitalized or be uninspired by once close to filmmakers and make fun of my IMDb or ability to talk about 2009 concerned about what I learned or what I figured out, I think I explained it’s a “bad decision” and described calling people or doing research or living in a new apartment with a dream job and able to get into law school with my IKEA desk he assembled for me, the joke was never about someone killing me or make fun of what’s a “conflict” I think I didn’t intend to be privileged then or aware that me being hospitalized is disappointing traumatizing for family, and I think no matter what the circumstances were or treatment in the facility it’s become about whether I trashed my apartment or broke anything, not remembering, then make fun of me waking up in a hospital and not knowing how I got there. I don’t think would ever rebel not listen hurt myself think anyone did it period including making fun a relayed message from OJ in jail, it’s making fun of me not being okay when everyone else is okay or for it to be no one’s fault or blame me as having done anything wrong to deserve to commit suicide or accuse me of knowing or not disclosing or careful to not discuss February 2009 not because it’s not a big deal or something stupid or shocking wrong with me that tells anyone I’m mentally ill, or saying I’m applying to law school and my medical records say “patient is delusional says she’s applying to law school” not about me not belonging or accuse me of psychosis or mental illness or addiction or imagined conflicts sometimes what’s most pathetic about the truth or repeated discussion about my experiences is not about anyone else being evil or me not recognizing to not be a burden work hard, it’s about me not being hot, expect an explanation for why I wished I was never born after working hard with two jobs frustrated to have difficulty functioning after moving home, is just a lesson of being in a down and not visited I’m not bothering critical unaccepting insensitive of anyone’s choices in life make a big deal of boyfriend phases with managing their look, it’s not until you’re alone and everyone’s okay and looks amazing is at peace working hard still cares, is it not good enough that we still talk simply means losing something special of a high ranking name in medicine punish me as being unfit it not good enough for good looking men or working hard to compete to try to be better and for a positive to only be seen in me looking worse or not worth it or call me a reject or catfish isn’t anyone’s beliefs or upsets I was too hard headed or big headed or beneath others to be called fraud or accuse me my best years as wasting anyone’s good years that was hard to accept time away travel interrogation separation drinking upsets honesty and losing everything viewed in the wrong which means there is no place away from love or time sort working on something difficult life choices or options limited about me cheating or not being forgiving it’s about being put in a down losing my JD and having nothing and not make fun of nothing working out for me to make fun of self harm and receiving upsetting text messages is simply about not dating or able to move forward and a good sign that I’m hurt or self harm express upset toward myself isn’t something shocking or cute or normal or explainable it’s been my experience in the years supported that it’s up to me to get well, keep trying, got to experience things feeling good or working out at peace when in the company of others and sober and said that non acceptance for me became about accusing me of having a type or attracting nice men you accuse me of not working hard appreciative. It’s not hurting me to not date or gain weight be alone it’s about not being treated as someone who is loved or hurtful or punish me over breakups there’s no pattern to explain hospitalization. I was lucky to date. Being on meds and not able to work wasn’t my choice I made every effort on meds paced myself had to earn an MSL and had to work jobs to deserve to pay for courses. I talk about life in the positive it’s not about me questioning what’s leading or make up some imagined solution or system that could be jeopardized broken by me I think being alone is about avoiding looking offensive and to follow my gut which tells me if I don’t belong anywhere is not a bad feeling that should worry anyone or convince anyone normal that something is wrong and I’m also not condemning anyone who’s made fun of me or critical over how people communicate and support others in the spotlight sometimes it’s about how I’m punished and about who I am not that shows me what I’ve done wrong or lost in life applying for a Shorty Award, accuse me of having USC Influencer problems, it’s about accusing me of being less than or inappropriate or knowingly unstable or accuse me of having a history of hurting a women including myself isn’t a change to tell me what I’ve done wrong or about me not knowing who to talk to read into responses received as a preference for me to not contact women and let the insult be me not being beautiful or successful unimportant to accuse me of harassing people or introducing myself in need accuse me of being unfit or mentally ill not allowed to talk to people or someone ghosted or ignored rejected or have a shocking past that’s ghetto or clearly shows Im mentally ill, is denying what positive resulted from caring or being hospitalized or what getting sick feels like it’s nothing anyone can explain to you and although I think I did the right thing to go to the hospital I think it’s unfair to accuse me of being delusional close to someone you think I love is having sex with someone else isn’t a lesson on having a condition or a care accuse me of taking things too far making fun of posting worries or problems sending to who I was dating isn’t funny to pretend like a movement to care and prevent wasn’t based on crimes occurring that shocked everyone it’s about why should I care what were our conversations like misinterpret flyers as inappropriate or humiliating ignore what the purpose for flyers solved how to help without being able to talk to anyone isn’t about me being sick or at fault having weird thoughts about others accusatory it’s about how I went out of my way or had the time to study or follow and what about me was so special or not so wrong that I wasn’t punished or sued for pushing flyers it’s about my innocence and what innocence it solution should symbolize not dragging others into a campaign you view as triggering poor reaction it’s about why should I’ve blamed based on what I report watching on TV and why is it such a big deal to blog or respond to trash in the street doesn’t make me street or make a joke like I get called upon to some higher purpose that fails or doesn’t belong to consider disrespect of me to say I’m not enough to convince someone violent to not a committed crime, when focusing on in what way does not being respected or humiliated do to my image and in what way is my image or take on life lead by him you consider me disadvantages by do not think things are capable of going right by me while blaming his shoes as better than me as protected not in trouble means you do not think I’m protected or connected to god making fun of me disconnected is punishment to accuse me of devaluing myself or ruining what everyone’s been working hard to achieve gets to be here continue to use the phrase as things not being good enough or accuse me of correcting use of insult memorialized as worried about continued solution found accuse me of being disruptive not lucky or punished like I couldn’t stay cool and not normal and since he’s older and my experiences with him were viewed as cool a side of me everyone got see is more about what makes me not special or not comfortable being viewed and what’s taking precaution I think it’s insulting me as not hot or mentally ill who shouldn’t be seen or try hard or model to accuse me of wanting love from a man I don’t deserve or unaccepting of facts of life you didn’t view any photos or improvement as learning to be okay seen any size learn from being sick and pushed not appear well, isn’t me ruining a character I have spoken positively of try hard to not anger him or her sick and let that be why he’s angry something I should know or learned that accuses me of turning a positive or acceptance of him adjoined to me as hero for liking me accuse me of blaming a preferred or interpreted trusted opinion of someone who talked to me and read into what led to his decision to threaten me. I was never not cool or convince this person I’m sick or take him being nice for granted, I never lived life not in control or rebellious or someone who needs to be told in public they’re not needed or stupid to communicate to everyone that I’m not smart and not apart of a team you accuse me of not being intelligent or not having an exit plan or a drawing or information communicated by someone else isn’t about permission to know use story study me to make things okay have things improve only to be told to not talk to anyone to accuse me of being respectful of professionals considerate of their time and toughness and help accuse me of not being cool or not deserving of travel or not deserving being a “no show” pattern to communicate things are more serious then they writings I’ve provided, is about treating me like someone’s doing my job when no one’s talking to me, and make life a game about making fun of me crying and not being allowed to talk to anyone not viewed as a hero be judged based use of the term “no show” and continue to make fun of me threatened makes clear I am met loved was not good enough am not deserving nothing is good enough I’m not treated as a woman making fun of my body or face as resembling a cause or she he issue you accuse me of being stronger than a woman or expected to face deadly circumstances and not talk to anyone is not a lesson on me too it’s about working hard to help so many and rethink living life not being good enough, blamed, not important, make fun of me arguing, and think anyone is justified in hurting me to say I pose a threat of bear a scary guilt or harmless or intimating or changed after dislike or voices I’m sorry that if I’m not liked worked hard to get my look down worry to much about why I would destroy how I look and what that solves is about me changing in response to dislike or rejection since modeling was not appreciated about my face scientific proper it’s a good decision to not model of photos are the things I report the FBI says is my fault for sending therefore improving is about not being offensive or looking grose please don’t accuse me of misrepresenting others or not fixing my face accuse me of not mixing well or racism I think taking photos personally is a good choice to not model and also not connect with anyone since I’m sure the lesson is being well, being separated, having nothing, a losing wellness or getting voices again make fun of what I sound like having done my best and accepting what lawsuit means in addition to weight gain, with respect for everyone’s preferences stay away from everyone and that’s what being professional is to achieve a state of being that doesn’t worry anyone is reassuring and not someone who gets voices or think it’s okay to call me something you think is my issue isn’t what I’ve done wrong or what makes me any less human victim harmless love able or innocent I hereby accept how life is and respect what life’s like when I omen don’t like you and when you get called terms that makes it improper for me to help women or girls accuse me of having some innate issue undisclosed or difficulty getting along with women or inferiority or ugliness you think doesn’t deserve having special friends isn’t my peace what others see and when they’re done with me and can’t help me, it’s my job to not give up people can decide to believe anything they want it’s not about me not being present in reality taking court seriously or accuse me of being disrespectful improper not credit my effort it’s about disrespecting my hard work and assembly of issues, I can represent on my own not be some joke push or insult overcome or toughness I lack or respect earned that rejection or treating me as gay is not the solution to be considered someone disabled or offensive you accuse of being a waste of money or not deserving of an attorney make fun of why I’m not talking in court or act like u should know it makes me look bad and disappointing if I don’t show up to court face the reality of making fun of me believing in love and have no empathy for 4 years of working hard to improve let that be the lesson in teaching me that I loved someone no one believed me that is accused of hurting someone I love or denying someone I love has been hurt and accuse my mind as being somewhere without forethought hurtful and too late or someone whose presence is offensive I think I can accept that fact, I get the point in declaring me as hurtful make fun of how long it takes for me to admit accept that I’m being sued by someone I love and told not to contact him and that he is being protected from me and not be wanted by anyone’s family and not belong and make fun of my heart condition or voice octave describe me poorly focus on any photo and not be concerned what is figured out to be wrong or disappointing about my face or body I just think I worked hard to improve I’m not posing as some example of a person who is changed who is punished compare me to what offenders look like accuse me of too many bad connection or sex offenses or accuse me of lying using lenses. This is for me to solve on my own, it’s okay for me to give up and not run and be punished and also get hurt by whatever’s studied about me and not make fun of me being the game the person fought or offensive make fun of X blogging or voices as though I’m writing or not writing make fun of my internal controls or life experience.
End of additional writing in the AM. #bealone
Please Note: I was first to caution the use of the word “P” in combination with GoDaddy’s hate website calling me names not to reinforce a kid shooting his teacher in the hand, argue that God or a Word controlled the decision making of that child or as expressed through him something populated by GoDaddy or Me. During the discussion of voices & hate. Please ask Elon Musk I published those arguments on X. Before setting my account to private. Was extremely difficult to discuss with symptoms.
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[2] Policy for Data Management: https://grants.nih.gov/grants/guide/notice-files/NOT-OD-21-013.html
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