Clearly if I’m not feeling well taking a break it’s too much I’m doing the work once you dislike comments texts or communications there’s nothing I can do to provide to who doesn’t value my writing accuses me of writing poor making mistakes I can’t win I can’t prevent voices I did my best I drove to OC reported I’m being called names no one appreciates my diplomacy or hard work using men to team up on me hurt me play me accuse me of cheating or being passed around hurt and don’t know who hurt me isn’t about me once I’m getting voices there’s nothing I can do to prevent anger toward me it’s not the peoples right or anyone’s right to keep punishing me recovered or rehabilitated, there’s nothing I can do to prevent voices make a good impression why right now it’s not going to help me to blog journal call or write anything I did my best to be honest I’m not preventing solution or hurting anyone or being hurt do not call me a pervert or accuse me being close to anyone or sexual unwanted I don’t have to be alive I can’t handle all the questioning and rejection instead of being critical of me seeing everything and accusing me accept that I will not be able to get married date or have a baby so instead or making fun of when possible please stop hurting me and accept I’m working hard did my best to recover from self harm voices I have to give up.