I worked hard to be online I’m sad in so many ways to get hurt aware of who I know not make things so personal political call me out on issues no one knows my story no one’s winning and I’m losing in doing my best I don’t need to…

I’m being hurt I’m doing my best I can’t keep up with voices issue I’m going through something no one can relate to gets has compassion for can prevent voices or bullying or lawsuit I was treated and improved I can get sick again go to the hospital if necessary…

I took Geodone this afternoon in spite of working hard handling being hurt in a fair way address issues faced with not be hurt. Keep taking as prescribed work hard get back to normal I’ll be on meds for the rest of my life I can’t afford to get sick…

I don’t think I’m not doing my best considerate everyone’s going through a lot gets to live a normal life not hospitalized sued twice taken off meds changed appearance make the issue my disability or age I’m doing my best I worked hard to recover live in sober living be…

No one accepts a new condition “voices” nothing explains or represents who’s hurting me or why I self harmed injure myself almost crack my skull the wall broke in lucky old house accuse me of trying to kill myself. If that’s the story to go by voices self harm no…

I’m tired of getting hurt making fun of story make fun of what story is memorialized accuse me of fault or told something in a way that let’s me know I’m not special make fun of what’s possible not possible happening helped ignored comforted free of harm keep trying to…

I’m alive for no reason medical records doesn’t explain anything legal to anyone identify who I am or what I’ve endured or how chill I am helpful continue make fun of a big story injure me call me stupid retarded trash injured bullied there nothing wrong with telling Israel I’m…

No one knows me no one trusts me no one is empowered by me no one needs me no one cares if hurt no one can help me no one values me no one cares what my system is no one can help me no one knows what the reality…

In the end it’s not about being enamored about what’s wrong with me difficult you accuse of addiction confession or disclosure accuse me being unprofessional can’t handle or help others concerned about what makes me offensive or an addict an addiction issue home class friendship arrest threat medication joke ….…

If court or attorney general punishment or attorney or things going well isn’t good enough keep hurting me let me handle problems on my own report if necessary not make a game out of what people say or what happens to me accuse me of being sick or causing sick…