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Continue reading →: Personal Update ….
I’m not feeling well I am going through something personal and private that I can’t afford to discuss or be victimized or retaliated on or face scrutiny for or bullying or any kind of harassment or terminology or subject dangerous to my health or risk jeopardizing my own life and…
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Continue reading →: The Shocking Truth ….
The shocking truth behind my recent break from blogging and visible instability and overdose on meds, was grappling with trying to communicate someone befriending me that I had just left treatment, and am working on myself, and maybe by being too open about something protected by HIPAA from disclosing was…
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Continue reading →: A Lot Can Go Wrong in Avoidance ….No one is immune to the pains that worry bring, awaiting to hear back or see results, be reassured, put at ease, informed, or disappointed. Sometimes it feels like disappointment can turn into this unnerving weighted pressure on your head, that keeps getting worse and worse, upon delay or miscommunication.…
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Continue reading →: Chapter 5 (book #2 draft) ….One Thing at a Time When I look back on my journey through mental health, there’s never a moment when I wish things would have turned out differently. Having a mental health issue whether identified by another or yourself, can sometimes occur in the form of a rude awakening, simply…
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Continue reading →: Note: My Cloudflare Numbers Keep Dropping, Following Delays Post Statements …..In order for things to get better and not create a mental health crisis over responsibility or to what effect improvements, change, or bad happenings occur, sometimes being separate from a team and figuring out on your own what to take seriously or fix or correct means you aren’t thinking…
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Continue reading →: What does support mean to me? …..To me support for mental health issues means that both the writer and reader can mutually benefit from sharing in a public space online intended for both to feel more understood than misunderstood. Recently while reflecting on arguments on a one on one basis I’ve noticed for there to be…
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Continue reading →: The Beauty of Not Giving Up …. (Rated: R)Today was a horrific culmination of year round fighting, battling mental illness, managing threats, performing under pressure, preventing mass shootings, getting sober and staying sober, managing my privacy interests, emailing NYDA FBI and SCOTUS and my Attorney’s an ex-doctors, and figuring out a solution for voices and bullying. Recently I…
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Continue reading →: Chapter Drafts (Book #2)Chapter: I wouldn’t have written this book had I not underwent treatment for these disorders or have been previously diagnosed by such terms however insulting or harsh judgment to accept of myself being called something I did not believe I was or have exhibited those kinds of traits in life…
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Continue reading →: What Does Feeling Bad Mean ….What does feeling bad mean? Sometimes we don’t feel well, simply because of something internal, physical, or mental, that we need to work on improving for our own selves. Then there is feeling bad for others, or feeling bad as in being made to feel guilty, there are many ways…
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Continue reading →: Having a Balanced Objective ….As a blogger you split up your focus based on the demands of the time period, based on your own story and personal dilemmas, and provide a helpful solution or advice for moving forward. Being aware of two complexities something I may be going through personally versus what everyone else…
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Continue reading →: Let the Dust Settle ….I know there have been moments Ive struggled in private and I guess online by sharing, that was both difficult for me to get through, and Im sure for my readers to witness or hear about. But I wouldn’t share if it didn’t help to make things better with voices.…
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Continue reading →: Getting Back to Normal ….It feels good to be alone, and take care of myself for a change, without having to meet the demands and threats from someone trying to sabotage my career as a writer, or a future in politics, and managing controversies in life. I think I was born privileged and lucky…
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Continue reading →: In this Age We Care Way Too Much ….So why do we care so much about toxicity and who we surround ourselves with, has this post COVID world really untrained us in many ways to not be paranoid or judgmental when it comes to looks and personality traits, in what way has the spread of a deadly virus…







