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  • When is it time to drop it? …

    When is it time to drop it? …

    By the time it’s no longer serving you to speak up on a topic by then you’ve already tied your shoes into a knot just getting the conversation going. Ever feel stuck? It’s not your fault. Sometimes we can’t help ourselves but to defend ourselves but what happens when that only makes things worse. Just…

  • Love Waits ….

    Love Waits ….

    If you’re ever worried about missing moments in life don’t stress out, your greatest love is still out there and probably waiting just as long as you have to be loved again. Love is all a matter of what work you put into it, so put work into yourself first! You need to be in…

  • Know Your Calm ….

    Know Your Calm ….

    Recently I’ve been really calm adjusting to new meds, Vyvanse and attending AA meetings everyday via zoom I’m in the middle of my 90 and 90, that’s 90 AA meetings in 90 days. To jump start my sobriety, I initially got sober 04/02/2017 but recently due to stress went back out again, meaning going to…

  • Different Year Different Hurdle …

    Different Year Different Hurdle …

    Each year will be different, and I’m sure it’s not just me asking myself this. With mental health there are good years and bad years, and mostly you are just learning about yourself in the process. I would say that any moment that illness is prolonged is simply about not having a system down that’s…

  • Recognizing Wellness …

    Recognizing Wellness …

    Today is a day when I have lost progress experienced wellness discussed difficulty had bad days made every effort to be social and to have done my best and for my best effort to be good enough and considered a worthwhile effort to write if it’s on issues important to me. Unfortunately the ways I’ve…

  • There’s No Place Higher than Wellness …

    There’s No Place Higher than Wellness …

    There’s no place higher than wellness and maybe it was humorous to hear summaries about my mental health and hospitalizations, I can’t fix how I’m interpreted and can do my best as a person who works hard to not also allow my life to become so serious that I get sick or be pushed or…

  • Hustled & Emergency Demands …. (Dropped Care)

    I was dropped as a patient and diagnosed with “schizophrenia” and suffered embarrassment and public humiliation and I recovered anyways hospitalized or not, and if it’s not about mental health and if “voices” differ for me than everyone who gets voices why are my voices labeled bad? So it’s not my frustration it’s questioning the…

  • Email to Brady, scotus, NY DA, and my Attorney ….

    Email to Brady, scotus, NY DA, and my Attorney ….

    Early in my recovery off adderrall I put forward a solid effort and more of me was required to complete this program and given a hard time upon starting adderrall again 20 mg because of doing the treadmill all night spontaneously walked 15 miles, which shows the benefits of no voices for 33 days ….…

  • Email to #MargotRobbie …

    Email to #MargotRobbie …

    cc: to #scotus and NY DA and my Attorney. The email listed for her online doesn’t work! Dear Audience: Please excuse the format. ——————————————- Hello, (Letter) —————————————— This is Leslie Fischman, former law student, with a Masters in Law, aspiring paralegal and blogger online. I shared briefly an about me on IMDb and all my…

  • Friendship After Disability …

    Friendship After Disability …

    When you have friends you never worry about not having friends. Getting diagnosed with schizophrenia was one of the most painful time periods in my life in recovery and took the longest to get going and back up to speed. It also caused me unreasonable amount of difficulty mentally accepting voices as symptom and being…