Not feeling well, in therapy, need to discontinue blogging until well. Thank you for being understanding at this time, Im going through a lot, crying hysterically, and in a lot of pain. This is not a reflection of anything personal going on with anyone, its about my health, and if Im not well, then its not important to explain why, or assume what the causes are and not allow for me or anyone to get sick, and if I dont improve can go to the hospital, not to allow for anything stupid to be said, or to plead with the wrong people to stop hurting me in private, whether thats realized or not checked, get sick, and then appear unwell to anyone else who has met me.