Motion for World Peace

Submitted: 06-14-21

Written at LAX Courthouse @8:05pm

By: mymollydoll.com

During any time of need, it becomes about energy, and when everyone is tired, it becomes about understanding, regardless of what has past, and whether that occurs in the form of forgiveness, or certainty, everyone will have their stopping points, their breaking points, and that’s for no one to judge anyone, and some have their limits. A good time to let your guard down would be in wellness, a bad time to be loose with your words, would be during any moment of illness, that’s when the worst of you is expected, someone who is not arrived, troubled, not appreciative, bothered, or complaining, then what will we have to be thankful for, and that’s not the purpose for blogging and being known, to be understood, or admired, it could serve a primary purpose of not allowing any other competing interest, to allow for any specific number of people to be hurt, thought justified, that’s an unstoppable force, someone who thinks that it is their right, to control you, to belittle you, or to make happen any number of circumstances of loss to your identity or sense of empowerment. That is how books benefit, nothing that anyone admits to, but something that people rely upon for clarity. As it turns out, the more you communicate, and the further down in life you have been put, the worse your circumstances become, and that’s isolation, no one to help you, no one to explain to you, and for everything going wrong for you, with no one to help you, only to point out your weaknesses as food for thought, and while that may be the solution for some for an ultimate change of identity, tone, demeanor and dress, its not the impression of who has changed that gets left, but it will be what was the cause for change, to allow for a quieter interpretation in defense of who considered anyone fruit for destruction, tampering, disillusionment, or mental illness. Where is the safety in that? When people start giving up and start trying to tell you how it is, living in California, that’s a different stopping point, if no one on the street is communicating to me yet, that there is something noticeable about me, or something that needs to be corrected or intimidated, then don’t also hold me responsible for the reputations of anyone I have not already mentioned, or been made to represent or explain, as though it has anything to do with me. So this explains why the reporting to FBI and LAPD, occurring during moments of giving up were helpful, and why when strong, there is no one fighting me, or everyone having gotten what they wanted, and making me tired or mentally ill, forced to speak or be made to sound confessions by the guilts you think I have in life, is what enables people to boss you around, like you don’t know better, or speak to you, like youre not good enough, and that’s system of love is a failed system of love, based on history for treatment, for reaction, to secure importance in standing and lower your own, and that’s not how a problem is solved, on the basis of how someone loves, who they choose to love, who they are threatened by, allow for people to have positive interactions on messenger, if I am single, I am not required to reassure, or to inform, or to be made controlled, for confirmations, concerning my intelligence, or what I have to say, so that I cannot remember, pushed past the point of human decency, put into pain, or made to sound more serious than anyone thinks is necessary and maybe that’s funny to you, to trust people, who convince you that youre mentally ill, or not intelligent, it will be by the biggest hand that anyone eventually comes to a point of feeling empty, so that’s not being supported or sided with, or dropped as a patient, so if its about race money, then going to law school was never intended to be a spectator sport, for wellness around me, then to keep me separate as though I don’t trust love or support my own family, and maybe that’s something that people can be easily convinced of, that if you are not making a good impression, if you are not someone to be admired, then you are not considered someone to be understood, and while it may be important for some people to be important, its not okay to make people feel unimportant or at a loss, simply because of the energy in a room, or a tone to a movement is being situated to create a feeling of love, without speaking to anyone, that anyone is pretending to make things about, if you cant talk to me, then you cant love me, and if you cant talk to me or cant love me, then my story is not your story, and my story is not for you to tell, and my story is not for your insight over who is important, or who is not important on the basis of beauty, intelligence, delivery of information, connection, poise, or demonstration. Here at LAX Courthouse for 30 days, this is not a protest, this is me helping myself, and its no ones business why Im here, what Im writing for, why Im hurt, what has been declared or how my mental health or wellness is at all related to anything else going on in the world that I have never been immune to, or not responded to, or have done my best to make a positive difference help out. -I have been hospitalized 10x and I have never complained, including recently.