#laxcourthouse (Day 1)

When you’re focusing on areas not for public display it’s not only not ongoing in my mind but could be a series of precursors being used to gear judgment toward me created by a group unauthorized to review my work privately as a result things do not come to an end or a happy stopping point until the inevitable occurs to match the feeling being transpired upon me doing well they seek to destroy that’s how evil or negativity takes hold it gets inherited by watching you then your body senses it and that’s how another body gets into your body and how another body can see through your eyes it’s who’s watching you wants you to feel like them so they want to be able to get in your body so you speak for them then they leave your body and criticize you and drain you as though you are not able on your own without a transference to occur or auditory delusion for them to check to see whether you can hear them whether you ignore or don’t feel or sense others to see whether you are a warm person who can handle the energy of others or whether you are a cold person then blame your instability as watched or approached in secret and made unstable as though you carry an energy not recognizable to them it’s that I feel safe in my body as you should and you should not need to be heard through my body to feel loved or appreciated or looked out for. An evil energy is one that replaces who you are under good circumstances and randomly makes you feel sick in the presence of another person or by viewing a body as though you inherit or inflict sickness into who you think is exhibiting traits of who is watching your body no it’s by which body you are focusing on you either gain weight or lose weight and if you show your body you gain weight when I stopped modeling I lost 30lbs therefore I’m in my body and I’m not using my body to be judged as for collaboration or inheritance based on what I look like be used to judge what is causing your body to not feel good should not be by what my body or my face looks like you should be able to rehabilitate your body and your face on your own.