I’ve not done anything to harm rapport with anyone I don’t need to be a bitch in common you torture and squander and label schizophrenic I’m cool with Barack I have severe mental health issues memory issues writing issues and don’t perform well under voices tortured who are not the CIA but people who try to talk to me mess my head up so it goes blank then pretend like they’re there for me and beat me up in the face of environmental issues God happens when God can recognize that one another is in harmony and that’s how God and the sky works not be being eachother or wrongfully mistreated or causing suffering to someone who you think people committed suicide over because they don’t like me I’m not a strong up and coming force in life and I’m not dismantling any system of respect and it’s not too late to say that Barack if anyone was making fun of me my strength or face or body thinking that I was grose and I’m not responsible for fat acceptance I’ve tried to lose weight my whole life so don’t treat me like I’m hateful or ungrateful on the basis of who’s obese or not when someone is mean to you that’s hurtful. I have other things to worry about and will be writing for 8 hours outside of OCDA and save money FEDEX print my briefs to SCOTUS in summary my diagnosis of why I’m put to sleep like I’m trying to get somewhere I don’t belong or am not wanted and I don’t deserve to die I deserve to live and I’m tired of suffering and being put on medications and then convinced nothing is wrong when I’m bullied. If this continues will continue to report to a non judgmental body who is not filing false complaints about me to remove me from social media when I don’t talk to anyone or show anyone my face so I’m not complained about what I look like or look at their faces either I listen and am a living healthy human being capable of working. I don’t need to lose my head or after a year if not self harming he made to hit my head because I shared a story in private that my Father told me my Grandma used to hit her head and was accused of antisemitism to then blame me as part Ukrainian for Ukraine not being here. I did my best starting with nothing like everyone else and figured out what happened to me I’m not a sell out I mentioned Bruno Maglias in common I’m not dark or corrupting there’s nothing scary nude or grose or gay about me born with these are conditions caused by hate and when you hate you blame and hate fuels the chemicals out your brain that make you angry then you convince yourself people are causing it if any of that were true I would be sued and be in jail it’s too late to pretend like I’m hero when you made my head sink going through my photos so I could hear your voices of focus. How would you feel if I went around looking at everyone like they are disgusting that’s not why I’m well I’m well because the voices stopped and no one is out trying to kill people without anyone being stupid in public and put me at risk of harm then I’m charging my phone driving to OCDA and will sit in the dark every night for 5 nights until I’m alive and no one is trying to kill me or make fun of me I’m too tired to run at night everyday I don’t have the energy for your demands in life.