If you want to be protected in this Country, then be a woman who stands for something, not just someone who has influence, or just a future trajectory, what is a woman’s worth? A woman’s worth is based upon what she can provide in terms of stability, love, representation, caretaking skills, and touch, most things are like that, including jobs, is what you’ve last touched or what has last been touched by you of value, and how is something viewed that has been touched by you, whether that be a blog, a writing, or the body and representation of another. 

This is where the art world comes into play, if everything is by touch, and by what is viewed by what has been touched, then why such an emphasis on touch, because touch is value and touch is devaluing in a man’s world, when it comes to a woman’s worth. Respect occurs on the basis whether a woman not only recognizes her own worth, but also recognizes the value of others, and seeks to reinforce the value of others, whether by touch, word, or verse, the impression left upon another. Is not just what “influencer” status is on social media, but also relates to the feeling leftover, or the lasting impression and recollection, remembered by feeling, to who has been touched by you, or who has entered a state of reflection or thought through you. This makes the life of a writer or photographer in the spotlight, even more meaningful and important as the creator of images. 

At what point does touch matter, when it comes to what is appreciated by the viewer is effort, so make sure to always show effort in detail and in work product, what is the message being conveyed to others. You will be credited later in the grand scheme of things, when you still stand out, whether or not your features have been updated, to illustrate the professional touch that is demanded of social media enthusiast. The standards get raised with or without you in life, so whatever its about don’t take it personally, by degree or jobs held, does not make you any less of value compared to someone who gets paid to work in a field and gets to make an Instagram for free. 

I pride myself in my content, I create without Google, and then there are times I am kind enough to do the research and see what else has been written and incorporate it into my work. As you become more professional you are credited less for things not coming from you, and there becomes a higher demand for your work to be determined by a blind check of whether what you are saying is in line to anything that is found on Google. At what point are your outlooks in life credited by your positive experiences in life, and in what way are the negative experiences you’ve had in life, cause others to devalue you or to view you as stupid, or less capable and professional. 

So this explains the dilemma with women as influencers and by experiences shared, and by public treatment of them, how that carries over into how they are treated whether for hire or fire, discrimination, or acceptance, view them as compared to others more able or who they know less about. This is what makes it difficult to be known, and for your experiences in life, to be known, it can also become the things that people view you less by, and think entitles people to treating you as trash or harming you in public justified by a thinking that you deserve to be treated that way, or blame your “influence” on others, a unproveable impression left upon others, they view as dark or to be distinguished by things they can amplify about you to further reinforce elements of the derogation about you, to mean or be identified further by others as having dark schemes or patterns consistent with other diagnoses not just visual, so that’s whats coming from you, is actually something coming from someone else, who then designates is coming from you, to justify a diagnosis of “schizophrenia” on the basis of what they interpret on the basis of looking at you and upon hearing from your end what you think is wrong with you or what you think others think is wrong with you, so diagnose you. 

I think in a vulnerable state of getting voices, that is how I was treated as though nothing could be done about it, but the smarter I get and the more I change, and the more weight I lose, the less and the fewer number of voices I hear attacking me in life in a derogatory way, and the less images and ideas are spread about me to mean something else in life, the fewer demons I have to battle in life, when it comes from what is seen or heard coming from another, they deem to diagnose me with, on the basis of what someone else is thinking or hearing, upon exposure to me, or by “influence” from me. 

When is comes to women, its about possession, what is held within and what can you provide to another, is another able to speak with clarity and confidence, or is someone affected in the negative by your spirit, attitude or conduct, usually things that men have to worry about in terms of their influence upon others, these ideas are not limited only to people who are parents caring for children, it affects everyone when there is something about you that you are not comfortable with, that impression left upon others is discomfort, and discomfort is what hurts feeling good, or attraction for that matter, so worry less what people think, and always focus on how people feel, and what is or is not causing people to feel good, and to not interfere with their ability to feel good, by demonstrating that you are not one among them, or allow yourself to be differentiated from other women, as carrying disease or something defective that not only cant procreate, or be demonized as for removing the face of in light of anothers presence or being, for sacrifice in life, at your own expense, suffer, for another soul or human being to embody the qualities that get perfected from a knowing of you, enriched by. 

This is why some are not a role models, this affects women in general, who don’t want to be influenced or changed by women, who they do not admire or feel safe by, or view as possessing qualities likeable that they support or don’t support, affects them in terms of their odds for love, don’t want to be changed or influenced by qualities that will cause them rejection in life, or to be disliked, or less favored compared to other women, everyone wants to be loved, and all women deserve to be respected, and in general people don’t deserve to be punished on the basis of how bold or dim they are compared to others, be viewed as less human, or jealous.

The type of women who make the best mentors for young women are women who have made it as far as marriage and career, explains why I am not viewed as one. Those are the ideals for most, and usually women who don’t have either, are viewed as not as feminine or less interested in the value of a woman who stays home and works, or prefers to be away from people, on their own. So because of my experiences in life, this does not make me a candidate for influencing younger women, who cant be affected or hurt by the experiences I have had in life, which makes other women better candidates for supporting younger women, who should not be affected or made scared by reasons why women are not married, rejected, not given jobs, or become obese, or not respected, hired, or let go on the basis of disability. There are some disabilities that people are willing to accommodate, and that is if you are a nice person and are harmless, the point at which things become combative toward you creates a risk, a disability occurring, that cannot be stopped, other than by your conduct or a proving of the opposite, to which a job is not responsible for reversing a treatment of you, only you can change a treatment of you, and usually it’s a treatment of you gets justified by your conduct or what you appear as, they think justified if you appear unlikeable or not intelligent, that reinforces an action toward you in the form of hate or disregard for your health, in favor of the health of a man, who they view as tolerant of, but then are not tolerant of you as a person, or impressed by you, designate an ill feeling toward you, as coming from a “diagnosis” they seek to justify their feelings toward you. I think a man who is jealous of a woman, is also a man who can love a woman, and sometimes when men feel deficient, their way of feeling better by someone theyre jealous of, is to make a person not like themselves, who they were influenced by and made to feel better by themselves, that way they are viewed as the person who helped a woman, who they can convince others does not take care of themselves, so that they get picked as caretaker, while destroying the capacity of a woman to be a caretaker, on the basis of her rejections of a man crediting his health, and your poor health, to a “diagnosis” or “sexuality” and seek to prove that you are sick, in defense of their sick feelings toward you they think justified, and try to convince others for support, and that’s where the light of a woman is changed, when someone who offends her light, to have light of their own, that they convince others came from life and God or the environment, was really a light stolen from a human being, who got sick by their love, who they then became angry at, and whos light only came back when they were alone, why women stay alone, if they constantly lose their light to other men. It takes a long time for a woman to recognize how to both give light to their life and the lives of others, and not suffer from the selfishness, of those who seek to improve their light through a doing of her light to dim, or shine, to test to see whether their ability to recognize and create light in their life or for others is perfected, until their ability works on another, then what they’ve learned no longer matters, this is why people are told to move on, and this is how fragile human beings are on a like system.