Sharing your story puts you in a vulnerable place in life, although your life and memories are special to you, there may be later moments in life to despecialize you or your significance in life and experiences in life and what was breed from your story interpreted, that’s a risk you take upon presenting yourself to the world. How important you become well that’s up to you, depending on what’s important to you, and whether you either put others before yourself or put yourself first. That’s the difference between a giving person and a selfish person, either well enough to help others strengthen the opinions held by others reinforced by your encouragement and openness on subjects or forced to retreat in life start over begin again or stop what you’re doing to either care for yourself or others.

Life throws curve balls at us sometimes in life the price you pay for sharing your story to be made fun of sometimes in a loving and supportive way or sometimes to make others feel better about themselves in life who are not you, feel more important than you less affected by what’s affecting you and profiting from those who presume they have a bigger take on the issues your issues and outlook in life perceive their inputs more successful advisements in life disregarding your content for superfluous that’s still integrating an idea that would have not existed had I not existed to be made fun of or used for reference.

Last night someone from Japan rode his scooter into me and stopped at my feet he was with two other friends walking behind him one of which who apologized for him and so did he, I just got up and walked away and stood still didn’t move upon his scooter approaching me and was not scared that’s when a description or not purposeful confrontation in life you are made to think and upon your expression either witnesses the impressions of others intimidated or scared by your own issues test for what you already know or think is even better alerts you to a continuing issue that you might not be aware of that’s interaction there is always something you learn from your interactions especially in terms of the outlooks you hold for better or worse.

Recently things have gotten better for me people approaching me in life and talking to me and continue to ignore homeless people and don’t hand them money that’s just a group I’m avoidant of not people I feel connected to spiritually or similar to given my disability or hardships in life it’s not that others are better than me that I am not well it’s that I am not well so others don’t feel benefited by me.

When I wrote my personal statement about my dance recital that was my memory of what I recall being inside my body how I felt that night and maybe to someone reading they read that as viewing me as a pawn to a story or character to them view or interpret an entire story overall and feel stronger to know more details from a story that had I not provided would not feel smarter than me or think that they see a bigger picture in life than me.

If you ever decide to share your story and plan to keep on going as I have with success then there are things to keep in mind to protect yourself from others from attack and to prevent the wrongful condemnation of people who know you or are connected to you or influenced you to wrongfully interfere with your health and progress and not use a power bestowed to them as knowing you who are irreplaceable and special holder of interests details and story significant to an undoing of harm associated with belittlements or basis in life strategic not truthful at the core to humanity a natural understanding in place of overzealous prosecution or overzealous defense to push for conclusion of guilt.

As you share your story stuff to keep in mind before you then go and be yourself. There are different audience types:

(1) problems, (2) no problems, (3) open, (4) closed off, (5) expecting, (6) not expecting, (7) immediate interest, (8) waiting for what who or why, (9) sees you as important, (10) doesn’t get you, (11) wants you to be positive, (12) thinks your negative, (13) isn’t patient, (14) is patient, (15) gets you, (16) thinks in defense of you, (17) is a happy person, (18) is an unhappy person, (19) loves you, (20) doesn’t like you, (21) wants something from you, (22) feels read, (23) doesn’t hit the spot, (24) hits the spot, (25) is about you, (26) isnt about you, (27) left out, (28) included, (29) supported by you, (30) aggressive toward you if not mentioned, (31) disrespectful of you without knowing you, (32) thinks they know better than you, (33) listens based on job title, (34) doesn’t listen based on comparison, (35) seeks to hurt or injure you, (36) stalks you, (37) doesn’t have personality, (38) is successful, (39) is not successful, (40) impressionable, (41) not impressionable, (42) masculine and not attracted to you, (43) feminine and attracted to you, (44) sees you as a person of value, (45) doesn’t see you as a person of value, (46) misdescribe you based on what you say prove opposite, (47) reinforces what you say by example consistent of you.

There are many risks to sharing once money and reputation is being used as a barometer for judgment to integrate or not integrate your opinions or credit themselves and discredit you or your influence in life. Life is art not imitation and strength is becoming more of you self not inheriting people or ideas as though they are you or you are yourself with them in you that’s not basic to human interaction to feel people in you or around you or inside of you that’s psychosis an unwanted force seeking to control change or manipulate you so don’t let people inside your body influenced by don’t let people watching you change or control you and always be yourself not influenced by how people feel and stay able to see big picture.