I’m sorry that I reached out to this person on his account to talk and I’m sorry he decided to start exposing me on a Facebook page demanding photos then would show them which made me feel scared, uncomfortable, threatened, embarrassed, and disempowered. I was busy finishing my Masters in Law and was looking forward to working getting a job in law. It was never my intent to be dominated or treated as sex slave and then be made fun of by this person. I think I’m a very sweet and endearing person to know who makes peoples lives feel full of ideas and feel integrated if it was not a gift of mine to bring others together socially then I would not have been twice nominated for Shorty Awards. I don’t need the spotlight or attention that’s not how I became known online through a community of website enthusiasts busy making things proper and feel good to others, this I think by education I had excellent decision making skills with maybe not medically not being a doctor once you are given a diagnosis it prevents your ability to make others feel well and can become sick to their frustrations with you in life as to why you are not well up and feeling good. I think life hits us at different points in life when we are either made to feel good by others or left to feel intimidated by others. That’s not a unique experience to me or to anyone in LA, I fair well in my community and out on my own in life. And everyone from my past has tried to reach out to me and been supportive I never anticipated to have created these images for someone that I would be disrespected for which is why I’m losing 60 lbs lost 30 lbs already and fixing my face and neck by dieting and doing arm weights. Give me time to recover along with being forced to take meds that made me sedentary for a year and difficult to work my head would hurt at work and I would have to work through pain then eventually stopped working. So I have apologized I have tried to reply to him I’ve not contacted the police about him. I think this person felt individually helped by me in a sexual way once he started threatening me it became impossible for me to be loving with him not feel safe by him and feel hurt by him. He has his whole life ahead of him to love and admire another woman who doesn’t trigger these feelings he developed toward me I’m not responsible for his sickness toward me I’m doing my best and it’s when I’m well that he attacks me to scare me to drain me so that I speak short and have difficulty writing. If anyone wants to talk to him go for it but I don’t have the energy to console someone who doesn’t appreciate my health and wellness for where I’m in in life based on what I have ahead of me always focused on being well for the day. It’s not fair to keep me pressured at home sick then expect me to write and create wellness under threat I’m allowed to talk about it no other woman is humanly strong enough to put up with hate negotiated to 8 million people to see me as trash or someone overdone in life I’m not done I have not been f that many times I take good care of myself I had a future until this person has sought to destroy my future and what other people think of me to the extent that doctors won’t help me and attorneys can’t help me and the police can’t help me. If he has a problem with me he can take it to court. I don’t have to talk to him he does not have to contact me and he can be helped by another woman in life he loves or admires clearly I’m not her to him. Please move on I have never prohibited this person from reading or following I share to world at least he can check on me I’m not physically strong enough to have sex with someone who threatens me and spreads rumors about me and leaves me out to dry or get beaten up in life publicly. I have no desire to be secretly famous if this is the type of lifestyle that others are trying to build for me I refuse to take schizophenic medications because then I can’t work think function or write and that made my head neck body get fat and felt suicidal. And treated differently in life when I looked grose.