To:         US Supreme Court

From:    Leslie A. Fischman

Date:     02/21/23

Re:         Follow-Up

To Whom It May Concern:

It is now 02/21/23 and have still not lost positive momentum, although a few days I was sick and unlike myself on Twitter, for the most part have been taking life seriously, and getting through the difficult parts in one piece. I was recently sued, but have since been able to have the case discussed outside of court between Attorney’s, with a specified interest in meeting the needs of who I did not have a problem with, and make sure that I am not saying anything or doing anything that conflicts with what his best interests are, including those connected to him. I think a separation of interests can occur for many reasons, and I am willing to accept the physical symptoms of rejection or stress resulting from being taken to court, and everything that I was made to discuss that a Judge would want to know about me, and what has occurred in my life, important to know, to understand in a big picture way, what could be the issue preventing this person from speaking to me, or have interfered with this person’s judgement of me, or treatment of me, HR etc. I think on the simple basis of the legal document, it was specified to stay away from members to my confidant or “pen pal’s” family, which is not the difficulty that I am encountering, it is how things look and how I am made to feel as the person identified to be kept away, sent away, or told to stay away, which does not feel good, and as a result I am feeling sick, and have done my best to comprehend things in a way to which I accept the hurt, and accusation, and also don’t keep getting sick, and try to move on and find a happy medium in terms of what the terms of the lawsuit were, what is going on for me mentally physically spiritually and property wise, what are my connections in life, what is my health based on, and how important is it to connect past not feeling well, that is just something I have been reflecting on recently. Why should my condition now be worrisome, or not understandable based on the circumstances, and what have I not provided felt owed or misunderstood as not providing for crisis, or a time of need, no care has been rescinded on my end, the only part of life I have given up on, is the connecting aspect of life and the effort to reach out to people, get help, or to talk about what is going on for me. If its just a mental or physical concern that can be looked up on Google, then that’s not a big deal, if it is something I can journal about then that’s not a big deal, its as a blogger you are expected to explain things to people from the perspective of someone who has overcome a difficulty and is not longer in that present difficulty, so being in a difficult situation, interferes with my previous demeanor, to have been strong through problems, to then acquiring problems, reinforced by the delusion I either accept or ignore of things becoming worse, and whether taking on additional considerations or points of controversy, am I strong enough to withstand, I don’t think so, but I can’t move forward without addressing, then it is something that needs to be discussed. I had a few days not well, and tried to share in that state of not feeling well, I don’t think I had anything to say that anyone wants to hear, and I don’t think that anyone understands what my difficulty is and is not sure what it is about, and there seems to be some concern over when things are going well, why should I be one to get sick all of a sudden what argument is that seeking to reinforce. I think a relationship is built on the parts of life that you have in common a wellness, I think a sickness is hard to have in common, and is hard on the mind to comprehend, and hard to think about talk about and put into words, that’s when going by feeling is hard to explain to others, a pain, or youre perceived intolerance or giving up on things, I think not addressing an issue in full on the blog is an ability and sometimes that ability is not with me, and I cannot control when that ability is lost, to think about life and to write. Im sorry that I was sued, and Im sorry for whatever difficulties are encountered on the days when I am not doing well or not able to perform, and what disruption that causes to the feelings of wellness through comradere that are usually easier to maintain, I hope that my condition is not anything to be known to all, and to interfere with that comradere or direction in life and focus, I think whenever there is praise and attention for an issue affecting many, then it will be portrayed in the way that it was accepted by all even including me, shock, and embarrassment, with room for explosive deductions or thinking about things. If it’s the attitude of my readership to enjoy figuring things out, and hearing from me, and being able to take away what important, than that’s the benefit of writing, it saves time and energy for anyone to think and have to compose any worse to speak to any issue that’s easier to say than to explain, and should not be taught online as a way of thinking, generally if you govern yourself by a list of do nots, then maybe that was the strategy for making sure whether there was anything within held to those subjects. So that’s how I was tested in life, everything applied to me on that basis, and sickness resulting, then everything I say to speak to the issues directed at me, then everything I am now, having had an extreme sickness passed through my body and mind, as a result of being forced to be looked at in the wrong, and also be treated as though those are wrongs likely of me or inherit to who I am, or within my genetic makeup, to say that its plausible to think that I am someone who will grow to be one too, is a wrong misuse of my brain and body, to justify a feeling or emotion inappropriate in the elderly, to say that if a man has love for a younger woman, that that love is the same as an older woman for younger women, I think that’s the issue, that’s misunderstood by a pen name created 10 years ago in my 20s and I was still a young woman, so that although an older man wants to be related to and spoken for, I don’t think it was appropriate to go as far as confirming that a relationship exists personal or close between me and women of younger ages, when Im not famous yet, I blog, I don’t share many photos, I have not engaged with my audience much, I don’t reach out comment and follow, and my issues is not about who can relate to me, its about who they are accusing me of being treating me as trying to relate to younger.