Whenever I hear negative voices, I think what is me, what is going on for them. As a writer I can only imagine what people go through watching you, and Im sure if its about control and heartbreak then its about things going well, and having some control over content, or the direction of words, and I don’t think that should matter as much as it should matter the feeling at the end. This is what makes or breaks you as a writer, what feelings people are left with in the end, same with interactions, no space cadets about things in life, either you are someone who brings people present, or someone to think about in a way overheard that causes one to feel discomfort, so not be one of those people in life, on the rumor mill. I think the rumor mill helps when it comes to better understanding a person’s story, being filled in, and I don’t think I make things hard to catch up on on my blog, I do repeat the important elements of my story with accurate biographies and autobiographies, and also each post has a summary at the end that makes it easy to scan and read through to get a gist of whats going on just reading the headings. So I don’t think that I make my environment hard to get used to, or blaring any red flags, that people bounce away from my website. So if you want to make a website, make sure its fun, easy to read and follow, and doesn’t get anyone tripped up in life over details, with themselves or others, its for better understanding one another, from the viewpoint of someone who has been through it, and sharing about what it should be like coming out of states, and just recently sharing what is sounds like to be in psychosis, and that’s that. There is nothing you can do about it, you get through it, and hopefully recover, back to yourself.

Having an open mind means that things aren’t written in stone, cut and dry, therefore when you read rules or suggestions for getting a comprehensive view of what Im trying to say, its to simplify what Im trying to say, is what the numbering is for, simplification. I think if you read textbooks its more about formula, and about diagnosing things to determine what things are, so that’s rules to memorize and then apply to what you hear or see, to determine whether what rules apply to what is being said. And I cant speak for every writer, but Im sure most writers, when writing aren’t experiencing mental illness or mental health issues, mental illness is disability, you cannot function, you cannot read, you cannot write, you are sleeping all day, and you are not doing anything, that’s not functioning mental illness, that’s what I get sometimes and overcame, so how does that happen? Probably the meds, so be it.