Took a few days off from writing to rest, there was a period of no voices, there were periods of silence, and then there was a period of stress, while continuing to blog, writing quotes is the ideal state of mind, producing, and in stress what is made to be said, will be reasons for voices, which in my mind would be to clarify a misunderstanding or confusion over how bad things happen, or blaming anyone for anything bad happening, seems to not be the solution, either diminishing the features and identity of a person who you do not wish to be well is not helping others to feel well, and for there to be on legal documents criticism identifying there to be something wrong with me, is communicating to others there exists something wrong about me that’s offensive, therefore if I am proper, then to discuss and outline the facts or causes for me to be respected or disrespected will be on the basis of whether I am left alone, in legal terms, meaning if Im bothered means something is wanted from me, which is what is stated upon sickness is believed to be whats wrong with me, and that’s to clarify what someone looking at me thinks looking at me, to justify their concern, to hear what has happened in my life, to determine what is not known about me or not clear or has been stated but is not restated, therefore is being stated on the basis, that if its not clear what difficulties I went through, then to explain those difficulties, and be left alone on a negative basis, which means what Im saying is not what people want to hear people don’t want to hear something painful complicated, and what doesn’t make sense, is they don’t understand how I got schizophrenia, and the only logical conclusion for that is to say I was hurt because there was something about me offensive to say my disability is my fault, because Im not clear to others, defaced. 

Therefore later issues, are not solving the problem. Being myself and being insulted, created two completely different people, one who has led a hard life and don’t good work and in a place of recovery beyond the issues or difficulty meaning has been processed written out and outlined and sent to The US Supreme Court, then its work that’s been completed, therefore if not stated now, to clarify that I am not pretending to be someone who is healed, without describing everything Ive been through to give people the opportunity to stay away from me, and to not see anything in me, so I am hereby giving that opportunity to everyone, by blocking websites now, and heightening security on my website, and will still keep track of my numbers, which will be based on, how easy it is to read, how easy it is to figure out what the issues are, and how easy or not it is to accept me, all people are the same, they look at you, they read you, and either you have something to say helpful, or its not in their interests to read. There therefore need not be any confusion over work status or title, if Im not a life coach, that doesn’t mean that my life advice doesn’t work for at least me and things I would like to hear, if I had someone to talk to me and encourage me, then that would be things that I recognize with my life as lived, what is a positive way of seeing life, so that a good life is lived, that was how I improved, and as a result of working unpaid, so did my reputation. Therefore a hurt reputation, maybe it hurts me, but should not be done to convince people that Im offensive, or that they are in close contact with someone who is an offender, so that’s making people think that they have to read until insulted, or are reading insulted, with expectation for insult, so that just means that as a result of a hurt reputation that doesn’t mean that I am prohibited from doing things that Im called, that’s not the pain or suffering, it’s the definition of a disability that is supposed to solve the opinions of who met me briefly and attacked me, so justify it, harm me by meds.