Why Blogging with Mental Health Issues or People Issues is Hard …

As a blogger sometimes you learn the hard way what it means to be a provider of insights upon which others can relate or be made to feel good by reassured by or confident by. I think as a public figure I have recognized all the political moves and humors about things in a positive way, none of which any race would take offense to, I think everyone is made prouder of eachother the more people get along. As a blogger, if sued, it becomes about what feelings you inherit, will be the uncertainty that others feel, which explains why people are not close to you, and find comfort in who you love. Although you may love someone, that person will not be able to help you, if you don’t get along with people who don’t respect you, don’t trust you, or think well of you, and that’s the consequence of being sued, everything becomes too much for you, and in effect your mental health issues seem like too much for others.

This is how a scene is caused, when one is made to defend themselves or talk about how they feel, it can be the difference between what is and what things are not. I never said that discussion of a problem is how to do away with a problem, and my research paper is necessary to clear up the issue on what Im aware of or how affected by and what Im doing or thinking to help make things better.

I think as an outsider a person who is not me, when anything happens around me, are made to feel scared of me, and not sure of me, and not able to help me. In response I am made to feel stressed, to feel intense emotions or feelings on the inside of me that are hard to contain, and that’s how you become a container of the worry of others. When you are made to feel sick, sometimes that’s a reflection of what another could perceive to be sick about you, and although you may not know where the intense emotions or feelings of fear are coming from, you in the end of still responsible for how you are made to feel or look no matter where it is coming from.

Perhaps this is a test in whether a person who inherits feelings or feelings of illness can identify first: (1) what is wrong with them (2) why something is wrong with them (3) why no one is talking to them (4) whether or not they can be helped (5) the basis for being helped will be by (a) blog tone structure and content (b) feelings or thinkings about others? (If about others: ignore, if about me: listened to).

So these are fundamental basics of being approachable or not, and determines whether people are scared of you or not, and also determines whether people are able to love you or not. It is judged that when things don’t work out suggests (1) you don’t feel well and what is tested for is (a) whether you recognize why you don’t feel well (b) whether you can accept that if you don’t feel well should be your fault and not others (is the pattern tested for reaction).

When it comes to identifying whether a mental health issue is a threat or not first they want to know (1) is there an illness (what are the symptoms related to your illness, and what are you thinking or thoughts about life), (a) if about others means that you are sick and a threat to anothers health (b) if about you, then not affecting others, then is about you, and not the problem of others, then people feel protected. People want to be able to hold opinions of you without being affected, as a patient you later learn that people enjoy talking about you, they don’t necessarily feel confident helping you, sometimes its easier to talk to people who know you, and those people end up feeling closer than their ability to be close with you.

A person’s ability to be close to you will be based on (1) your sexuality (2) your demeanor (3) your dress (4) your face and your animations and reactions (5) your posture (6) your employability (7) you relationships (8) how you respond to death or gun violence and (9) are you living to enrich the lives of others represent the memory of others well and empower people or are you someone who gets well or does not appreciate or blames or complains and that serves to function (a) forgiveness (b) compassion (c) support (d) approachability (e) prosecution (f) self-defense aggressiveness (g) forming support groups without you (h) being ignored on the basis of liking people.

Men who you like will not be comfortable talking to you, if you don’t get along with others, if you complain, if you threaten other women, if women are made to be jealous of you, if people don’t feel big by you, or if people are not sure of you, then a man cannot be sure of you and support you, and will instead be more comfortable by other women, and this is how you get excluded from being situated among the well who admire, even if you were first to publicly admire someone in public, others may come to admire a man considering him to be a victim of your life, that is sought to made to look or appear as (1) inflated (2) extravagant (3) pathetic (4) sexual (5) low class (6) ghetto (7) potty mouth (8) pushed around or pushed out (9) a gamble (10) or when respect is questioned, then a man cannot afford to love you, if he is made to lose love in life, why women are more nurturing and like a man more, when a woman who is not considered respected has entered the equation, either willingly or because they feel bad for him, and a man doesn’t want people to feel bad for him or think that he is a victim to any woman’s love, is how a man is convinced that his feelings of deficiency are coming from the woman who is not respected, and then the other women turn on the woman who they think did not love or respect him and stay.

People view dating or having sex as non-compliant, well if talking and masturbation is not appropriate, then modeling was pride and showing all my faces and face changes in a positive way, and not modeling or modeling professionally is appropriate so Im not being made fun as some private show, or mistaken as a “freak show.”

No ones love is freakish, whats freakish is self-harm and that’s something no man has witnessed or shown to, so that’s the misunderstanding with self-documentation, your life is viewed and people are scared of you, and that’s how people become distant to you observing you. Writing is a better way to make use of my life, that doesn’t require me to be looked at to determine whether Im guilty or not or measure the degree to which I look stupid, or complain that voices mean that I have dislike for myself or carry a negative judgment of any woman, when a negative judgment is felt, that’s when things turn around to who is defended when a scene is caused, and that’s how women become scared and a woman looks crazy.

People interpret lack of professionalism or emotions are immature and mental illness, when feel comfortable with eachother and who you love, but then don’t feel comfortable with you, that’s just life, people feel good by who they love and are made to think well of, and sometimes a woman who loves someone and thinks well of them, is made to look like shes trying to credit herself for the wellness of a man, and that’s what makes a woman disrespected, not taking into consideration all the things that a man does to feel good about himself, the last thing a man needs is to feel bad about himself, or have a bad experience or be consoled as though he is the victim to another woman’s life, this is the cancer bad luck joke taken personally, when combined with gun violence or other incidences of violence, it will to the same token be judged as though things occurring in common are by association.

This is what makes anything good occurring non existent so all that is focused on is what went wrong, that’s neither a guilt or a threat to me, seeing that I also recognize the threat therefore if people are observing my life and see my life as a threat, then I can’t expect people to be close to me or to help me, usually when things become too much for you, its so you inherit a stress so that you cannot be around people, this is how a person is made to appear inappropriate.

It’s by who one is professional around, the intensity or upset is passed to a person, who then becomes aggravated, to be made to sound unprofessional so that a person doesn’t belong around people. When things become about outbursts, and violence, or perversion. If you are attractive nice to view, polite, if you are offensive, hurts to see, so that’s the difference between a woman who is allowed to show their bodies, versus not. If others are offended by you or made to feel jealous of you, that’s not empowering women to feel good about themselves, then that’s the basis modeling.

Sometimes what happens to you in life is inappropriate, and in place of you having to waste time describing how you feel in the end, to others defense, no one is making you feel that way, and because I mentioned what my Mom said, you are treating me as though I become something that Im guilty of or thinking of, its until you are related, is what is being measured as a threat, sometimes people don’t feel good until you look bad, and sometimes people punish people to look bad so they feel good so its not their job to help you and its unfortunate to be someone who has a diagnosis where Im supposed to be blamed for how I feel or think, and to be told that what I think or feel is wrong, when Im not out here, being perverted or talking to kids period, and I don’t write so simple or so universal that any kid has the time and attention to read or to understand me, and I don’t think that Im so smart, that a kid who reads, should be made to react poorly, based on anything that Im thinking or based on whatever is happening to me.

Im not God, therefore whatever the basis for things going wrong for me, its by (1) what I say and (2) what people think and that’s what makes people feel scared, when you (3) say what you think people think is what (4) makes you look and sound mentally ill. That’s the fine line between helping others and not being of help, if you get in trouble, that can’t reverse who is done with you, who is harmed by you, who they are protecting people from knowing you, what you are blamed for, who is influenced by you, that’s the danger of being famous or being known, people don’t want to have to help you, and if you are professional you should not need therapy or have issues in life that sound inappropriate on any level.

Therefore loving someone for 3 years was not on the basis of making a man love me on an unreal basis undeserved. I’m honest, supportive, loving, unconditionally accepting of others, and protect who I love from harm not subject them to harm, including harms by others is something I go out of my way to address not leave who I love hanging in the balance. I am a woman and I know that I have more energy not having sex compared to when I have sex get tired and nap all the time. So knowing that I would never encourage a man to have sex and be at rest, or when awake be made to feel tired. I think by my odds, of things going right for me and not ending up in suicide or lost pride. I felt like I was strong enough to inform and support without treating any man like meat, I respect a man’s need to be alone and to be single, and I also reserve my right to be single until Im well and strong enough to move on and dedicate the time and attention to falling in love again. I wouldn’t know what love is like after mental health issues, and clearly my short experience in love for 3 years, either in public respected I think we all got to experience the beauty of respect, and Im sorry if for whatever reasons anything related that would make anyone think I think is about me would be insulted by or anyone that I know.

I think when disempowerment is occurring, that’s something that everyone can feel that no movie or no song can console, so be easy on just you not feeling good, chances are when you are not feeling good maybe many people are not feeling good, so that’s the lesson in things being about you, it helps if it makes people feel safe, other than that the rest of life is for you to figure out on your own, so that’s the difference between incorporating others, talking to others, or getting sick and being excluded, once youre on your own, then you can’t make people feel good, because you cant be relied on to make other people feel good, either you are told to not be apart of, or you are being judged as not deserving of being considered a hero to the best interests of others.

When it comes to medicine, theres a fine line between writing and therapy, therapy is managing the emotions of others, therefore as a writer if Im made to appear like I cant manage my own emotions, then that’s introducing me to the feeling of being insulted by what I look like or sound like, or not respected, I think professionalism is based on how you feel, and I was the one who said based on how you feel is how you will be treated, so to the same token I recognize that if punished and if I don’t feel well or made to be suicidal that that makes people feel scared and if people feel scared that’s to justify that I belong in a hospital, to accuse me of not being well or making people feel scared, to say that I don’t recognize when Im not well, or because people cant recognize when Im well, to say that Im not affected when other people don’t feel well.

I think based on who I am what story I come from and popularity online, if anyone gets sick or dies then people look at me like its my fault and that’s why I suffer, its to see how I feel to judge me as not being well for others or to blame my sickness or difficulties in life as causing difficulties for others. So that’s the living life joke, are you living responsibly or do you take risks and is the life your leading subjecting others to risks, and that’s how you get judged as helping or being at fault, based on the level of respect or lost respect and that is the basis for determining a risk to the public in terms of gun violence, observing my life and treating me as though I live a life that doesn’t work or is respected to accuse me of not being worth being known, to justify whether something is a joke or intentional is not my responsibility to focus on or decipher or to prosecute or criticize.

It’s clear that the first time I got upset when something happened I get made to look bad on the basis of celebrity status or money, therefore I know in any argument in which I will made fun of its to make me look bad, and be whether Im paying attention or not, to blame things going wrong if I look bad to be my fault for not paying attention, nothing about fighting is a joke (real feelings that bother all can be prevented it doesn’t need to escalate all relate and if it does why we have bloggers social media influencers and the news to carry on conversations well for the better). Also not a joke is living under the influence or driving under the influence and that’s how you get treated in life as though you are under the influence of delusion, or love, or misinformation, to see how you respond when you don’t know whats going on, or if people are doing things to you that you cant see is why people call you pervert and hurt you.

They expect answers from you, but then no one talks to you, and then turns around and accuses you of doing things to people, or being in people, that people are exposed to, and that’s how a person is destroyed based on influence, its who is changed by makes me look like an offender, and that’s how I get treated if anyone changes by me, so that’s not being a good person or not being considered a basis, when people change by you, that means they can be hurt by you, and its whether or not you recognize the difference between people changing for the better or worse, and in the event people are changed for the worse, is that coming from you.

Published 04-23-23