03/28/23

Complaining about a problem is not solving a problem, this is what makes people feel scared and they don’t engage or do the work, because they are upset, usually upset means that you think something existing is wrong or creating for, whatever temperature you feel within, if you have limits, don’t let your limits, upsets, or distaste prevent you from caring and working towards being a positive person.

Complaining doesn’t solve gun violence, if you are complaining about my websites that have been up for 5 years, then in what way have my websites ever failed to successfully console and help others during times of need, and properly taken down in times of pandemic or unknown causes for COVID.

At some point you have to work, listen to others, try a different life, if your life is not approved, that’s blogging, it works so long as you work. Blogging is not a place where you should be automatically shot like a gun violence perpetrator gets automatically shot by the police or the FBI, that’s their procedure, that should not be the people’s procedure when determining what should exist, how or why, or to enable or disable conversations about.

So although I was automatically shot for no reason (mymollydollfan.com), and diagnosed schizophrenia, that doesn’t mean that anything is my fault, or Im someone who should be automatically shot or put down or taken down in life. You wont know what exists until you seek to make someone not exist.

You never know who you’re hurting when you automatically shoot people down, as a way to inflict negative viewpoint, or hurt them physically so that they appear different.

Just as I get automatically shot or ignored or rejected, I would not do the same to my audience or to any other human being, that’s the wrong mentality for addressing and reviewing problems and timelines, that’s not the solution.

Who is functioning is not at fault, who is sick is not at fault, who gets hurt is not their fault. I’ve never made up a single story in my entire life and Ive been fighting serial killers, since I drove to Palo Alto, and drove to San Francisco and drove across the bridge and turned around took a toll ticket, that’s how confident I am about people jumping off bridges into a net, and serial killers originated in San Francisco.

I even stopped drawing portraiture was taught at OTIS School of Art and Design, took a Summer Fashion Course in High School, involved a lot of drawing I was in AP Art and got an A. So this fear of enlivened spirits of people who kill people and get away with it, means I was aware of the issue and ran everyday outside in the dark to make sure things were safe and I wasn’t being stalked. There was one car looked like a home repair vehicle covered truck bed, and requested cameras installed, and someone who was a house painter in the 90’s confessed to killing Nicole Brown Simpson in the news.

So even if you think OJ did it, it’s a famous story, so know that it will attract people who are dark who know of OJ from the news, and although he may not be responsible for a serial killer painting who he killed, and me stopping drawing, that’s so that I don’t get made to look like Im mentally ill or draw or obsess over people weird. So when they made the serial killer paint his victims to identify them, that’s when I wrote the quote “The Bounty Hunter’s Meeting is down the hall to your left” with a #wmsmvmt hashtag, because it was a female victim that caught him and was not killed and how he was apprehended, so to me I felt empowered by a woman who survived and that he was captured and not allowed or able to continue to kill people and get away with it.

So that’s how OJ helped capture serial killers, and also one night after one margarita, I took what I thought was an Uber and passed out in the back seat and found laid outside my apartment, someone called my Mom from my phone a couple who said they lived upstairs, that is why my apartment manager decided to redo the shower head and handle and upon installation put duck tape all over the handle that showed up in a good picture of me. That’s not a joke in reference to Kim Kardashian, that’s what happened to me in life on camera the apartment would know.

Also my one night out while working on my Masters, was asked to do a favor and get cocaine, and there were no taxis at the place I was recommended to go to, after being tired, sat to charge my phone battery died, and that was the night that 3 men dressed in black covered head lunging into the street at me and I saw them and sprinted to the gas station and called 911 I think from a garbage can, and spoke to the police at the gas station and they were caught, it was in the news, and walking back up the street, someone pulled out of a street and asked if I needed a ride home, so that was Micah, a guy from Russia, that people are accusing me of being raped and getting HPV from him, I wouldn’t know his EMR records, you can ask him.

So that’s why they thought I lied about Rape because someone showed me his dick, and I told my boyfriend that someone showed me his dick, and then our relationship didn’t work out. So that’s going out alone, nothing good happens, weird shit happens, people talk to you, it makes you look stupid.