In my shoes when I have a job and have love I am taken to the hospital that is when people think that I am sick or gone mentally, and that’s what people think mental illness is. On the basis of lawsuit, people think that you are an offender, therefore they think there is something strong wrong or offensive about you, to say that who you are hurts the sense of others, this is why people don’t care about people who are sent to jail, they think they are stupid, they don’t understand them, they think they don’t make sense, and they think they are better than you, and youre inability to talk and you not being talkative and functioning results in people medicating you so that you do less, whatever that treats its assumed that what you do is mentally ill, so this is why women cannot date or why they should stop dating, it doesn’t mean that a woman should be injured and labeled so she doesn’t match, I think Ive learned a big lesson in admiring men, that I get punished, and on the basis of not talking to women or women being aggressive toward me not friendly, the problem seems to lie in who I am, not someone that others are proud of, so that’s the treatment of a person who is left in shocked or punished and not engaging with others, when your face is frozen its from being punished and that’s a shock that freezes your head so that you are not animated scared of people not engaging and not at ease, it makes you permanently not feel good and unimpress others, although people cannot picture you getting in trouble and don’t understand why, when on paper it says your mentally ill or if someone tells you you are mentally ill that’s to hurt your head until it happens, no one tells you that if you get called something that it should not cause you sickness, and if it does means that youre stupid hurt by words, I think words that don’t make sense and cause anyones head to freeze is what an insult is caused, and that works for people who need to freeze wake up be scared move or be stuck or die by suicide by guilts Im sure that’s why they are saying “too late” whats too late is the life you had and the life you were changed to live in a life when people are aggressive toward you insulting, and blame you for things like fires and shootings and think that your choices are stupid or your appearance is obnoxious or not special, people who see you as stupid don’t need you, you don’t need to work for them, help them, and they don’t need to know about your diagnosis or try to help you, usually if you have disability it pisses people off because they think that means youre used up or were hurt as though you were asking for it and offensive, that’s how a woman is made to look stupid, there is a system of hurting and injuring people on the basis of respect and I think that’s what that system is for, breaking people down to feel small, that’s if people think when you are well or successful or if paid, act like your cloud or halo means bad is to come or bad is coming, that’s when your future is not trusted or on the basis well don’t think that you deserve to be well, this is how a woman 10 years recovered and not experimental not selfie video singing or entertaining herself creative in private is made to do less, when you think the lifestyle of someone is intended to be heard by others, is the wrongful transformation of a human body to schizophrenia to mistreat a human being as someone who is supposed to hear people, is a bad movie joke about who is god or why, and is improper to treat people as though they should hear voices or people, to be haunted or to hear others to know whether a person reacts and responds in a human way to a degree or extent that’s not hurtful to me or others, and what are my limitations upon me being hurt, in what way is anyone hurt by me, no one, but a lawsuit says that I carry a momentum that’s headed in the wrong direction and that my writing hurts a future, and that’s how a woman who is viewed as hurting a mans health, is judged like looking at her her life, home, is exposed or channeling anyone to a bad situation, a photo is not a portal to something bad that others can travel and be in your space, and if that’s the case then that’s the mistreatment of photos to see how my face changed by who sees me and doesn’t like me and causes me mental illness that’s to mistreat me as someone who improves and doesn’t feel good looking at myself, is hurting my system of staying well and loving myself that I improved by or weight loss, its not for sex if you are not loved, for whatever reasons those reasons remain and if you will never be the person they want to love then they will find someone else who meets all of that criteria, but what doesn’t work is people being mean and changing your head and body so you suffer by voices, and get a little upset, then lose 50lbs, solved.

04-27-23