When I first built my website 2013, is after taking leave from law school, to travel leaving after my first day of class, after the onset of school shootings, at the time, as a Children’s Law Center Law Clerk 1 of 400, naturally and as a crisis hotline counselor, your mind leaves where you are and what is going well for you, and if ever headed anywhere next, its taking with you, a success in one area of life, that privileges you to be in a different place whether by travel or moving forward in life. So that should be clear, I think a 10 year later statement that doesn’t describe how significant the loss of Justice Scalia and Justice Ginsberg was, was by viewing my recorded replies, and a question of who I was at the time, of visiting, compared to where I am now, motivations, potentials, losses or punishment, or mental health, even if its later made clear that my punishment and experience with voices after visiting the US Supreme Court January 2013, is a consequence I’ve suffered, and I’m sure was not reassuring to anyone distant or communicated to in privilege 2013, is not blasphemous to consider whether a repercussion to punishing me, led to the onset of Cancer or caused anyone who met me or grew to know me, affected by my punishment, or hospitalization. I have never lived a reckless life, and wouldn’t view my mental health that way, but by the constant establishment of medical records and opinions legal or medical, sometimes you look worse than you are, and if you become worse than you are either confirming or not affirming diagnosis or what for. I don’t think losses confirm a medical condition suffered, if the issue is depression, then its important to take everything into account, and that would be starting at figuring out whats wrong, starts with you always, even now 2023, and never anything Ive spent time on figuring out whats wrong with anyone, or not a world concern, how things feel look and are comprehended. So please excuse my return to blogging as a positive representation of any punishments or hospitalization, and because I was well and performing writing that was possible at the time, even if later in life, Ive suffered more illness, it’s not always your faith to say everything enough times, to be given the benefit of the doubt. So if ever there is a time when I look or sound stupid, it’s probably because Ive either lost respect or am viewed to be wrong, and that’s where voices come from, whether its by drugs or alcohol or sober, I cannot determine when and why, or who by, so my past is my past, and also included in my past is anyone who knew or loved me, would be to be someone online theyre proud of. In reverse a theory of what could have gone wrong is to blame my Twitter 2012, and any mental health conditions ever occurring, I think when you share in public its delicate youre careful youre not comfortable, and its quiet and what you have to say is not loud and is read with quiet to, so please excuse the commotion however suffered after the psychiatric hold, Im sure its over what was going on in the news while I was away, and di my best to keep in touch, I can’t go a day without checking in. The first ten years of advocacy is a lot of hard work, and reaching out and doing your best to be strong, when strong your dedications and sources of inspirations for me were politicians and the US Supreme Court, later in life, it’s been less respected, my privacy, and Im assuming it’s over consideration for the causes for the Aurora Mass Shooting, all I know is that I was in Law School with two jobs, a far cry from mental illness however later created by age 38, never exhibited online or on Twitter, so whatever insecurities were later created were after being treated as guilty, and that’s losing your right to be confident and to be kept separate and independent, and the more public you become, the less you experience life, so while it was helpful to interduce everyone special from my life, right now needs to be about whats “prevention” since its unclear the relationship between me writing to the courts, my Twitter, Aurora, traveling, and changes to my meds or medical health. So if a roaring “prevention” is when 10 years of work is not good enough and not convincing, then dedicating another 10 years of work, the only difference is now all my work is in public and in book form and permanent form by website, not including all the risks to losses of date, intrusion, loss of privacy, threat of lawsuit, and all the other possible mistakes you can make in life, that can cause one to be discriminated or intimidated, Im sure whatever stage of “introvert” a drastic change from a long distance runner is a far cry from who I am as a person and doesn’t describe my personality accurately, so that’s punishment, you lose everything that makes you who you are, and makes you feel bad about yourself, and that’s what gone about your head, not performing, and not being in places in life where you can reach your potential, and the constant secret is about what caused a mass shooting, so its no secret that a flyer for monetary support not uncommon to non-profits at MESA had me post flyers, so something I knew to do, that wasn’t as momentuous as it’s later being made to be credited or attached to me, or a later revisiting inappropriate or not beautiful. If music was the cause the prosecuted or unfounded cause, then a campaign in support of music, helped music in what way, separate from a wear orange campaign, is that a campaign can be created, without anyone being responsible for the idea or the effort to support in light of the only mass shooting known, so what is also later true of preventing mass shooting, each characteristic of each offender becomes a historical record of the issue faced and the condition of “shooting” creating a “mass shooting” continues to be the reaction that is not made more clear through a comparison to a mental health issue suffered by me, or tantrum, or punching my head, or suicide, my life is completely different, not matter how the issue is later addressed or made to affect me, a proper response is to to state what I know and how I plan to help, and start stating the facts, without being insulted over a concern of how I am able to see things, and whether I am mischaracterized as a “mass shooter” to make fun of my ability to prevent mass shootings, there should be no mass shootings, when these reactions are misunderstood as learned or common to a a people type or that any mass shooting was overlooked by any book composed by me, and consider me a mistake in thinking, that a later responsibility is anything that I get wrong in life, and mistreat me as not being able to bear the responsibility of a mass shooting prevention campaign as a person a blogger and a human being, so when there is concern there is disbelief, and where there is risk (risk is only if there is guilt) and since a guilt is misread to be written or confirmed by any of my writings, whether by tampering or statement that looks guilty, it is now better to stay well and continue to speak to a subject until I am considered someone who is helpful willing and able to take full responsibility for my writing and my cares and to now allow any punishment or hospitalization or job to excuse for any “poor reaction” meaning “bad reaction” meaning “shooting” shooting is the reaction that needs to be studied how it occurs and why I think other experiments on reactions or using me for reaction is moving closer to something that can just be said “is a shooters reaction common to a normal human feeling that people have in consideration of themselves or others, and with a historical overview is life ever so bad or complicated that anyone is not able to recover get well, or faced with a difficulty convincing them that they could not or not able to live though, now its to the next day, of things improved and things being better.

Re-Blogger: PREVENTION (also please excuse recent publication after self harm suicidal for a month after going to the psychiatric hospital hearing voices, that still will not stop, so keep coming up with ways to address the conversation until it is clear on what a “pervert” is and in my next post continue to research and and describe the characteristics of a “pervert” and list punishable offenses. Without being used as a “person who hears voices” and spread to world or out me on any issue created after voices started calling me “pervert” and figure out why should I die by who outside of court and why is that not funny, why do voices not understanding hurting my head, not motivating not curating and not inspiring any writing, but causing disability self harm and suicide.

An untrue statement spread falsely about me can cause me death and suicide is undeserved.

Stop Mass Shootings by Leslie Allison Fischman #worldpeace

Protecting Thinking Spaces …

05-11-23

I think to protect any space to think, there needs to be peace, whether that space can be shared with all, remains to be the question, I think the internet has proven that all can be at peace online together, it seems to be the issue of what thoughts are occurring for each one of us, and how, along what lines. There are different levels of thinking like common sense (how to think about things in a positive way, or recognize whats appropriate or inappropriate) and higher ordered thinking (research, writing, medicine, therapy, law, tech), enlightened forms of thinking (quotes), teaching (explaining and getting people to think well without telling everyone everything or how to assemble their own work), and learning (what we know, what we learn, how we apply what we know and learn to our current lives or thinking and how we either pick up or don’t remember what we learn, and what is later applied or shown through our work). This is obviously the issue, protecting those processes, while remaining silent (speakeasy) on concepts like conspiracy, crime, war, terrorism, and mass shootings. I don’t think a street way of thinking means that if we are made aware of things in the news that we should be made to be uncomfortable in our surroundings or fearful in our daily lives, but trauma happens, so know your tolerance for these things, and if you are sensitive to content, then expose yourself less to sources of content or controversy that affect your thinking about things whether that be street, music, film, entertainment, comedy, news, learning, research, writing, philosophy, quotes, you name it, what do you need to keep separate from what in your mind, then we get to the control and complaint aspect of writing that is accepted well in numbers like my blog in stages numbers were high and Alexa was high, in what ways does information work with other types of information and in what ways does it not? I think when we hear of crime we are prone to analyzing crime with a street base of knowledge, which isn’t always true, the rumored understanding of things is between people, not transcribed online, if its an interpretation of a person and not in writing, then it is not known or memorizable on the basis of knowing a person, known by someone who doesn’t know me by looking at me, therefore there is no transference of an understanding to which anyone unattached to me would be made awake to any state of brilliance or knowledge leading them to act in a way that they are disturbed or disturbing to others, violent. How does mental disturbance occur, it occurs by abuse, people being too close to you, opening up and then not feeling good and being ignored, or rejection, or frustrated being misinterpreted is mental disturbance. Violence is not mental disturbance, it’s a person taking their anger out on another or other human beings, so where does violence come from? Is self-harm violence, self-harm is not violence because it is not anger that is taken out on another human being, its frustration and feeling insulted and bullied, that causes the body pain and the head mental distress, and when the mind and body can’t function, that causes self-harm a reaction to stop the pain or the bullying that is occurring to the body of a person, who is suffering. Self-harm functions to stop pain, so to stop self-harm, one has to figure out what is causing them pain, or voices bullying them, to stop the bullying from occurring, that is causing them pain. The color of your skin doesn’t make you have anything in common with White Supremacy, nor does a “White Lives Matter Campaign” what is a extreme ideology that was in existence prior to the 60’s was based ona philosophy in life to not make people exist, therefore the existence of people who don’t want peoples to exists is not a proper philosophy in life to be followed by any race or any human, we have evolved beyond the necessity for destruction of others or our own lives, we are living in a period in which people are provided for, taken care of, government is supporting, and people are earning higher wages, we are in a period of growth, therefore no one alive during my lifetime, should be upset by any improvements or technological advancements, maybe its old philosophies are still carried within people who were raised that way, and if you can’t stop the problem of what people live by, then that doesn’t mean that a solution cannot be written to help prevent mass shootings, on the basis of “street knowledge.”:

MYMOLLYDOLL (By-Laws for ______________________________):

To:         US Supreme Court

By:         Leslie Fischman

Date:     05-11-23

Mass Shooting Prevention:

• Allow people to think what they want to think, unless it causes harm to others, not justified.
• Allow people to follow pop culture and arguments and study freely, without criticism.
• Do not designate people to be targeted by any conversation made public, in the news.
• Do not allow any race or religion to be used to target or create preferences for hate.
• Do not be confused by the color of anyone’s skin to mean they are on any team aligned.
• Do not use race as excuse for which communications make sense or don’t make sense.
• Embrace the beauty and reality of integration and don’t segregate based on race, ideas.
• Value history as one of the best teachers in life, without whom, we would not be here now.
• Respect the value of those who are intelligent, and don’t have to bottle up keep secrets.
• Don’t allow any “street understanding” to be a bottled up knowledge that causes harm.
• Respect the past and known victims of gun violence, and not create a present reality of it.
• Respect that in public fights critical of sexuality, marriage, love, a matching, people get hurt.
• Respect that when dating, cheating, infidelity, and unknown participants cause harm to existing participants, this is how people get used and hurt and dumped, if they get sick don’t match who loves the person in common, which is why people should have respect for people’s lives.
• Major upsets can be caused by degradation of value, is what people fight for and about.
• Everyone in the world supports women’s health, and that seems to be a common truce.
• Men’s health will always be a problem when it comes to loving and managing themselves.
• Someone who is loved and respected in common, either is or is not on the basis of attraction.
• Who admires you is safe by you, so long as you don’t subject them to negative attention.
• When you don’t investigate the influences to a mass shooter, we can’t solve those influences.
• Anyone who is a member to an organization to prevent shootings, is not responsible for all conversations, communications, and opinions held by everyone, or their problem separate.
• All problems that should be kept separate and not politicized relate are: sex, sexuality, race.
• Gun Violence should never be determined or a created for reaction to: sex, sexuality, or race.
• Racism is apart of our culture, history, and comedy, it’s a common conversation that was held.
• Due to Recent Mental Disturbances, we have become more accepting of differences.
• In being more accepting of differences, people are being punished more for people’s differences.
• In being more accepting of others, we have less freedom to talk about and normalize concepts.