Overcoming mental health issues, isn’t the battle that it sounds like in stages of dysfunction and inability to speak, such as now, and no matter how far the uphill climb is, there is no distance too long, or lasting for that long or suffering mean anything is incrementally wrong with you, maybe just more of a challenge of getting back to normal, with words and writing examples, existing that don’t make sense or are not coherent enough and in detail enough explaining well enough whats of issue. It’s clear that in any stage of upset, its whats wrong with me, not a reflection of a frustration with any other human being on earth, that’s the problem in a fight, its not your business to require any treatments in life, and it’s not your responsibility to excuse or explain for any treatment as a reflection of what is true or not true about you, or what in detail has come to be used in reference to your name that’s a risk. A risk are the words “Laguna” “Asian Hate” “Issue in a Past Crime” “Kings Super Market” “Shooting by work on Robertson” and “Schziophrenic Shooter,” sometimes life doesn’t present in a more clear wording as to whats actually related, and the risk to me is an actual connection, then how can a referencing be defeated (unmerited) and in what way does disease or dysfunction serve to merit a happening or detail of crime, as intended to relate to me, at what point in time then does everyone know you, that you should be in control of what people think of you, and also do your best, so that nothing is created in response to you, by any terms hated or disrespected, not be considered a person who has lived their life in reflection of those terms or be “deserving of being shot” or to fuel a cause for shooting (based on any battle lost or won emotionally, popularity wise, reality, online, interpersonally, female, or males among me or around me) what’s not the person who is triggering a shooter is me, what Im responding to are the terms (and solution is to embody the terminology and speak directly to something, and that’s how a future shooting does not occur as directed toward those terms, and also specifically to me and my identity whether a battle is won or lost, and what my mental health has come to mean to others upon viewing. If its my dysfunction, its non acceptance when well, that can be overcome with my specifics on terms and incidences I am not fighting toward or about, or over, including names, the more you lessen the possibility of anything done to you, excusing for any shooting, the less others are not angry at you or blame you for how they feel and consider a shooting that occurs that hurts them, and hurting you is the solution for a shooting, that they believe is created in reference to you. So while a natural empathy for who is shooting is created, that natural empathy should not be created by a created for anger toward me in unison or promoted through use of any other statement or issue, utilize as something is not working based on something Im not getting or missing, or protecting others from beleiveing, know that I incur the loss physically and mentally whenever there is coding that is occurring intending to create a belief as something being my fault, however the shooter or the hater believes that something about me (religion face or body) embodies a figure to express anger toward (so this is why sexuality is a problem and why Im not dating now), when wellness is found offensive or prayer or AA, the problem is that people view you as well absent the difficult talks or thinking obvious conclusions of something being your fault, and continuing to act and react toward you as though you are the person who is causing problems for others men, women, business, or technology, so that’s nothing that I need to revisit or relive 10 years to prove, what can be proven in a statement now. I think fairly said is that I do not need the help or trust of anyone, who is in belief that shooters are triggered by anything coming from me, or believe anyone hurting me, is triggering a shooter to shoot for me, those are the things not said, so writing is taking into account how things could be and when you take into account of what things could be then that’s how what occurs future is prevented and not on that basis, so whether it’s a belief or a truth or a statement, I can’t go back and reword anything is not important, if the belief is created based on whats been provided, then based on what Ive written is what will be determined to exist then based on whats provided, or now based on whats provided, so its safe to say that no one else takes responsibility, since the purpose of code was to rebuild America, and make people strong again, and accept that public rejections intimidation and bullying means that people think Im guilty or weak or am someone who is not strong enough to speak to subjects without causing harm to anyone. So please respect my dysfunction as doing my best, and voices don’t stop, I just called the CIA yesterday and made a few phone calls, and no voices today, and now start taking notes each time I have something planned or my daily thinking will be recorded so that Im not too late or something is not missing to not stop someone from hurting me.