Reference: (text excerpt responses to with my life applied to terms).

https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Treatments/Mental-Health-Medications/Types-of-Medication/Paliperidone-(Invega)

“What Is Paliperidone And What Does It Treat? (Invega)

Paliperidone is a medication that works in the brain to treat schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder. It is also known as a second generation antipsychotic (SGA) or atypical antipsychotic. Paliperidone rebalances dopamine and serotonin to improve thinking, mood, and behavior.
Symptoms of schizophrenia include:

• Hallucinations – imagined voices or images that seem real (response: voices was an isolated incident occurring while living alone without TV in Santa Monica that resulted in self harm hitting my head into a wall, and have had no prior experiences of getting voices of any kind at any point in time nor during any hospitalization I’ve ever experienced).
• Delusions – beliefs that are not true (e.g., other people are reading your thoughts) (response: as a blogger with work experience I viewed myself as able and capable of helping others speaking to what I know and think about life with good and bad experiences in mind not a life I need to live to write more or challenge me to a different context or understanding from a worse point or better stage).
• Disorganized thinking or trouble organizing your thoughts and making sense (response: on medications that slow you down has made it difficult to work and complete my graduate degree in addition my improvements were not acknowledged and credited and I was treated as though I was actively mentally ill at the time that I was given Invega and was not was sober and collected and could speak clearly).
• Little desire to be around other people (response: I’m a social person and I blog so I’m always around people).
• Trouble speaking clearly (response: I think being insulted is affecting my self esteem and changes to my head and body are insulting to me).
• Lack of motivation (response: I built two websites so this is forecasting an expected stage prompted by calling me this diagnosis to change me intimidate me or make me look weird or wrong or accuse me of being weird wrong to anyone).

Schizoaffective disorder is an illness that includes symptoms of schizophrenia as well as abnormal moods (elevated and/or depressed mood).

Mood symptoms include:

• Depressed mood – feeling sad, empty, or tearful (response: this is an insensitive outlook of my years or any experience crying this seeks to make people feel like doctor and see me as mentally ill or accuse mvmt feelings of not being real imagined or mental illness).
• Feeling worthless, guilty, hopeless, or helpless (response: I was able to get a job therefore working towards improvement and a public blog for viewing helped to illustrate that I’m responding to difficult factors of life and presenting what I think so there is no confusion about who I am or what I think of others or made up of).
• Loss of interest or pleasure in normal activities (response: I’m not withdrawn I’m proactive work hard report get help and do my best without causing a commotion of worrying others I’ve been independent for 10 years and think this led disabled you makes you look bad forces you to be taken care of without recognizing your ability to function w/o help of any kind and never experiencing mental illness fighting).
• Sleep and eat more or less than usual (for most people it is less) (response: eating suggests comfort and causes bullying symbolizes at rest weight gain makes you look comfortable or doesn’t like yourself or let yourself go or not concerned about what others think it makes you look sloppy and offensive to the eye not cared for look like you don’t care or stupid haven’t figured out weight loss, eating food is a choice I can not eat food and lose 60 lbs and exercise if it matters what I look like).
• Low energy, trouble concentrating, or thoughts of death (suicidal thinking) (response: being ridiculed called something for a condition I should not be responsive for not by my doing to self or anyone deserve to be not treated as a human being or less than my contributions in life are not insufficient obtuse or made up delivered with respect nor unintelligent random). Nor is my life that way.
• Psychomotor agitation (‘nervous energy’) (response: I’m never nervous I’ve been performing for 10 years … and I so choose to not suffer consequences of being treated as stupid is not fair to me as a human being an ex girlfriend friend or blogger).
• Psychomotor retardation (feeling like you are moving in slow motion) (response: I think calling me retarded is insulting mg legal education and all the years I was functioning professional I don’t think 2009 is anyone’s business no one should care or doesn’t matter and my life is not an experiment you explain 2009 traumatize me or accuse me of strategy insult my comprehension of life and The Trial of the Century & recovery). I don’t imitate.
• Feeling irritable or ‘high” (response: I think when your body head brain get attacked as mentally ill of course your sexuality becomes non existent at that point therefore it’s not a loss and not necessary for me to maintain beauty live long of feel good called a disease).
• Having increased self esteem (response: I don’t think daring or job is necessary at this time can achieve a better life as a blogger without the necessity of things to improve or appear well to others can fix my face and lose weight improve writing).
• Feeling like you don’t need to sleep (response: everyone needs sleep I don’t feel well if I don’t sleep so it’s not reflective of me I’m not defiant I recognize the importance of sleep and on meds you sleep a lot so nothing about my mental health is about staying up late or not taking good care of myself I think if you’re working and thinking it’s ok to stay up once in awhile no one’s business your energy cycles).
• Feeling the need to continue to talk (response: well I stopped talking May 28 so clearly if there’s a counter opinion directed towards you that docents you from feeling good writing or participating in any therapy or treatments I think as a result diagnosis it hurt my feelings and that affected my motivation how I feel about myself and ruined my life).
• Feeling like your thoughts are too quick (racing thoughts) (response: I don’t have racing thoughts — to give me voices and push me into suicide means it’s too late I’m not so stupid that I think I’m smart or anything I’ve said important when not feeling well is not my tone not how I write).
• Feeling distracted (response: I don’t get distracted I need to be independent and this year taught me that although you work hard to be well if you choose to date or work you get treated like you’re not focused on what’s important I think building another blog after being called this is improving in spite of insult and stopped care which can’t be forgiven).
• Getting involved in activities that are risky or could have bad consequences (e.g., excessive spending) (response: I think being out in public isn’t the risk o think looking bad and people randomly punishing you as stupid doesn’t recognize your clarity or contributions well over highlighting symptoms in others then outlining you as sick of lost (this is how photos are used to mischaracterize you or injure you upon being well).”