If there is any primary purpose for this website it is to not hate people, including yourself, no matter what anyone else thinks. You can be convinced of a lot of things in life, even to hate yourself or others, its all about how you’re feeling, so that’s a choice, whether it hurts you or not or has no effect or negative repercussion to you in the long wrong to hate, that’s a feeling up to you to experiment with.

For me hate or dislike is something that rips my insides out, and makes me feel like there are bugs crawling all over me, sick to be in my person, and usually that discomfort you feel is with yourself, not necessarily having to do with anyone or anything else going on in the world, you can convince yourself to not like yourself, empathizing with political arguments about who is who and what is right just and proper, but you would be letting yourself down and the 38 years of life that you have lived, absent these arguments.

So what are you willing to give up, are you willing to sacrifice your own feelings, allowing people to express hate, and what does it mean to you to express however hurt and why should you be hurt, based on who you do or do not closely identify with what is the point or is it worth the effort to say, listen I hear your opinion, you may not know who I am and this may not matter or be so significant as to sound like Im trying to change the course of a conversation or sound like Im reading into the degree to which sensitivities are paid to which side I would be considered a person where a defensive standpoint would be made from my shoes.

I think right now I’m only trying to get to the fact that if you identify with either side what you feel and have to say arguably matters and makes sense for you to speak or share, but in what way does sheltering from conversation news help with mental health, when what is heard is from the standpoint of a person unaware of the capability of a war extending in circumstances to extremes maybe not in the immediate affecting us psychologically but with a blind eye to the consequence of empowering a terrorist group to behave this way and occupy and initiate war to the risk of those around them, is not and should not be an inevitable consequence of failing to defend a land that you seek to use to destroy the land of another, who’s fault remains, with casualties is what’s wrong with war to begin with, not to mention the trauma of families taken hostage, from what little news I was privileged to watch while away.

Only one thing continues to come up for me if I’m ever away from blogging and reality, in what way does treatment of me in a hospital communicate to others, my strength potential wins losses, realizations, ability, fortune, goodness, wellness, and future potential, and like anyone worried about their future, how does me worrying about my own future and how things look, if I’m in treatment, does that fail who is around me, and would that be considered a failure on my part, or to those around me, similar to reasons that would prompt a terrorist group to attack a Jewish Nation Israel, if I’m known for being Jewish or by last name anything obvious about me considered stereotypical Jewish, such as the privilege to attend law school or choose to be a professional as a career, a job in a suit.

So while my focus may be Brady related concerns, I was emailing them and US Supreme Court and NY DA for months up until I was hospitalized, so that’s not what’s needs apology that’s work and sharing in private things you are noticing or worried about and from your standpoint what you are working on. I would say recently I have been missing from discussion as to how should an end to a war be negotiated successfully to return home hostages, without fueling a fight for more war. If there is one takeaway from the Palestinian Protest in DC, is would be to end the war on Palestine, furthered in defense of Israel, and not allow the Palestinian people to be punished or their land destroyed as a result of housing a terrorist group that does not pose a threat to their people, without sanctioning Palestine for not being required to speak to any obligations they have in good faith to ensure that no terrorist group occupies and launches a war from their territory into another’s, and that this strategy is not used in the future, and include in peace negotiations that Israel is not to punish Palestinians for the actions of Hamas a terrorist organization, and in the future at some point what needs to be calculated is how many antisemitic wars must occur or statements before a terrorist organization takes action, and its important that the news noted the Hamas connections to Iran where are these acts furthered from.

Reference (photo):

“War surgery” https://images.app.goo.gl/U7x62yPHwjWVmYxv5