Couldn’t monetize my website.

Google Ads didn’t work on WordPress.

Alexa retired and address stopped ranking.

My ahrefs rank discontinued 403 error.

My semrush stopped working.

Similar web doesn’t have my traffic numbers.

WordPress theme stopped working after suit.

My first website is blocked from Facebook.

Facebook no longer reports # traffic numbers.

My Books published online was brave.

Publishing a book failed edd funds got robbed.

Got great paralegal job, but told to go to ER.

I met Todd Spitzer not allowed to work for him.

Got a job but too late while my Dad was dying.

Met the US Supreme Court but they lost two Justices.

Grew up knowing OJ but couldn’t get into a good law school initially.

Started top of my class for a JD with a 3.0gpa.

Was on Deans List but tried cocaine graduated a semester late to write my honors thesis and graduate with honors cum laude still.

Liked two men I promoted by blog who sued me.

Applied to Shorty Awards for years not ready or in a place with hard earned success completely to receive an award.

Became a Member of Brady and only recently emailing beyond the usual and being viewed in mental illness or argument.

Worked hard to be a blogger but don’t know how to be paid as a writer.

Studied life coaching but would need an actual certificate from an established institution licensed to work one on one with others.

Started working teaching software and didn’t complete making a course to publish for free to use, because it wouldn’t load free to be read.

Auditioned for a movie but froze waited too long to continue felt I needed to lose weight.

Relapsed on alcohol cocaine out June 10th.

By these disclosures I hope you learn that nothing comes easy in life and while at moments I may appear neat happy and pretty I’ve been there down in the dumps of life at rock bottom including before this recent hospitalization totally demoralized emotionally punching my head and giving up on voices and curing my condition but things got better the minute I started to stop crying and let my heart break being stuck somewhere I didn’t want to be and started living as though it was my only job to just be there and be well to get to go home. So now being out of the hospital I will have to remind myself of the same simple rules in order to move forward, stay well and speak well in order to be well received not worrisome and prevent voices combative toward me for any reason and keep up with content on my blog and perform and provide high quality posts thoughts, and reflections on life.