After working hard for years to graduate and be able to apply and be hired in a paid position in the legal field, it’s only fitting that I defend myself and the appropriateness and the timing of having such good fortune in life, as being well deserved, in spite of…

Learn to accept silence as your teacher. If there is one thing I have learned about how to help in crisis, it would be to focus on yourself, and by focusing on yourself and being productive, organized, vocal, and by communicating fairly and appropriately, you save others from having to…

There are multiple ways to move forward. Talking about the past shouldn’t be a daunting task but it can be. There isn’t one story of heroism that everyone needs to adapt to. There’s not one social circle closer to the center of anything in life that you can’t find and…

Thank you for your patience as I work on coming back center. I had a good therapy session this week. Working on opening up to my audience and sharing very personal private stories near and dear to my heart. Pieces of my life I went through and like all people…

I’m doing my best I’m sorry my life is so challenging so misunderstood get hurt easily continue to say words or treat me as not loving hardworking respect alone time as figuring solution pricing I’m not mentally I’ll earn trust back not bother anyone can afford another lawsuit not talk…

Instead of questioning how I was or who I was before being exposed let’s focus on why a website is discontinued or what makes it inappropriate to blog and look like something else online at the same time. I never tried to defend hurtful terms I’m glad I survived no…

Because no one let me suffer in silence it was not okay to be on meds or stuck in bed the quality of life or constant crying or anorexia was probably someone who tried hard who is alone being nice may have worried others punished visited supported who’s cat died…

I was put on a 5150 hold they prescribed me vyvanse twice at one hospital and at another knowing both diagnoses functioned attended groups did sudoku not allowed to watch tv or follow the war. Because I got a heart exam and waiting for results sent to my attending psychiatrist…

It took me 4 years dealing with something in private to get a job be present spend time with family be forgiven lose the privilege the blog, make amends, date again, stop dating due to voices, text with replies text saying things wrong be supported, allowed to messaged with court…

Here forward: If I say not feeling well taking a writing break or send a medical update under personal update please don’t be offended by breaks I clearly am working hard to make up for anything you think is my fault. I’m sorry. -I can be serious until things are…

The solution is to keep working on myself, attend therapy, put book writing on hold, try to document face changes take selfies, work toward being employable, do my best with the life I’ve been given to get along with everyone not get into fights, not lose fights, speak proper, not…