Tag: personal update

  • Don’t miss me too much …

    Don’t miss me too much …

    It’s been a grueling 6 months beginning in August putting myself in the hospital for 8 days at Ocean View in Long Beach. Even though I got lucky twice hospitalized left on adderrall my luck ran out when placed in residential October 2023 and was taken off the med what’s now for good. At first…

  • Adjustment Phase ….

    Adjustment Phase ….

    Sorry for the posts created before treatment and re-blogged in the middle of an adjustment phase mental health wise and now in a better head space will try to communicate better my fears so that it’s not in one big paragraph rushed. I am considering writing a book about my years spent in correspondence and…

  • What I’ve Been Up To …

    What I’ve Been Up To …

    Originally posted 09-29-22. First off, Im sorry there was a provocative fan site. I now realize that whats okay in private, can cause discomfort if put in public, and I would never do that to myself, if it meant I can’t work, I just graduated, so I was hoping for my life to begin again,…

  • It’s Never a Good Feeling …

    It’s Never a Good Feeling …

    It’s never a good feeling when someone expresses their unhappiness toward you. I’ve never met a person in my life who then became unhappy with me and expressed that resentment toward me. This is the first time in my life I have let someone into my life, shared openly with them, been rejected by them,…