You will have many dreams in life, one of which will be to be loved and adored. You will have crushes in life too, none that require you to actually pursue them or try to talk to them. That’s just recipe for disaster. We are given quadrants in life of acceptance, and sometimes while traversing those quadrants in trying to speak to a better life than the one we’re in we get lost. That explains my messenger experience. Although it was a real companionship or experience in life, it’s an inappropriate relationship to say the least, not one with expectation of lasting forever, just a fantasy friendship or bond. That I don’t think the other person understood. I will never understand why people can’t just keep it here. And why they want more from you. I think if someone knows your condition and has a life of their own they should not expect more from you. That doesn’t make sense to me. How friendly updates turned into something else. I feel like someone ripped my heart out and beat me over the head with a bat is what it feels like when someone asks for pictures then posts them online, it’s a very invasive experience to say the least.

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