My website is back up today! mymollydoll.com, sorry for the inconvenience.
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Since beginning my journey through blogging beginning July 2019, I have never stopped giving it my best, through good times and the bad. The moment of distribution, not something you think about while working, how many people are viewing your work, and able to send a like, but its something you definitely think about later as you become more comfortable speaking in public, no matter what it is that you have to say about the day or the times.
I think Ive lived a very special life, and I also think that writing about life can make things not seem that special, its something you get used to, anyone questioning the purposes for speaking, whether in defense of self or others, for the right reasons, well spoken.
Graduating for Law School was a lifetime goal, Im not sure whether the career part was in store for me, not since attending rehab 2011, at the top of my career in law a good student. Nothing is certain, once respect is lost, all it takes is one blurb about you, to set everything off in the wrong direction self-esteem wise, not only do you feel winded, but less motivated in the process of accomplishing your goals in life, and there is nothing more painful in life, than to be treated like your mental health issues are your own fault, as though youre not allowed to date, have friends, go out, and for life to still work out for you in your favor. Not all are lucky enough to party hard and play hard, Im not one of them.
Standing out in a bad way, was nothing I ever expected myself to be situated in a place in life, where I was not considered important, of value, or anyone that others could be proud of. It’s a very disheartening experience when no one looks at you with enthusiasm, its like you are being made to feel responsible for their own depressions in life, or what they are trying to figure out on their own, having met you. I don’t think everything in life will always make sense, part of the beauty of life, is to live it to see better, like visiting the US Supreme Court (2013).
Writing has always been my dream, something I switched majors for, and attended Law School for, to write, not with anything in mind to write about, that was something I was hoping to learn, not to share stories from my life, where is the learning in talking about yourself? How to get a job writing? If you cant find them, they don’t exist, Im totally joking. Something about the experience required to be a writer, Ive been free writing since 2013, and finally improved, to writing longer pieces, and books, that took time.
Why the change in direction recently? I think working in a space that is easy to review and not have to do everything manually is plus, why the move to WordPress, it will take a few calls but can put my Weebly website back up, I don’t have the funding at the moment to do so. Which brings me to the next issue, being credited the hours worked, that demonstrate one is capable for working a paid position and representing others. Does a drawing count? And this is where I discovered blogging, a way to keep going in life, even when life was not working out for me, whether that be because of mental health issues, or not having the degree yet to work.
I cant say that all my progress is solely because of my best efforts, there are always people to thank along the way, whether or not you recognize them as being apart of your wellness. As a blogger, Ive had the unique experience of writing, without comment, and without likes for the majority of the years spent blogging, it was only until I started writing on my own website, that things began to change for me, appearing more professional than I have in short.
Its rare to be given the opportunity to write online and to be read, I understand the concept of not being liked, because I was not popular to begin with writing on Twitter 2013. It takes time to be known, and for you to also be known, in terms of who knows you, respected. I think because there are so many people of successful standing, its hard to stand out on your own, without being mistaken as someone appearing on your own, that’s not being in harms way.
I quickly learned that even if everything is going well for you, to recognize if you are one of the few prepared to work from home and online, then that means to be able to assist those who are not accustomed to working from home, that its not a big deal, and that its possible. Something I have been researching since 2017, how to work from home, at an at home job.
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