Not feeling well today. I’m being harassed threatened to be exposed by someone who pretends to be nice then is mean to me and who think is pretending to be people is okay. He tries to molest me he tired to molest my mom talked dirty to my mom. He is threatening me. He does not respect me. He is only trying to defame me. And he is trying to create an inner circle of disdain on the basis of what I look like in intimate relationships or being loving which I don’t wish to share with him. Why I’m trying not to talk to this person who as a result of hearing from him attack me my head hurts my throat is burning and my head is burning and called 911 today to ask for a paramedic to pick me up and take me to the hospital because he is pushing me over the edge today and left work early. I don’t feel well I don’t feel safe my head hurts and I need to be alone and not talk to anyone. When I’m feeling better I can blog right now there is too much negative pressure on me and it’s not worth it for me to talk if everything is about negatives or talk about a subject that’s not helping to talk about, that only makes things worse towards me if I mention it or seem upset by it.