The benefit of being a reader is you get to know everything you know plus everything that I share, the benefits of sounding boards in life, you get to hear you better, but it’s not the same going the other direction toward me, in the event of negativity, I become withdrawn from what makes me feel good and what I know well, and made to be scared, that’s writing online. Its not a comfortable subject, its very challenging. 

Everything matters online, every post, every word, every phrase, every commentary, every excerpt from news or event you share, every detail from your life you share, jobs, friends, work, shopping, clothes, labels, you name it it all matters when you blog online. Everything is a manifestation of what is held within so if you are not aware of how things connect and either attract or send a signal to others in terms of reliability, professionalism, and expertise, then I would be a good example, of someone who is smart, but who is not regarded as smart, someone who is put together, but by comparison is viewed as sloppy, and someone who is loving, but is viewed as has a temper (having been upset only a few times and self-harmed). 

When things don’t mix how do you respond, this is taking me some time. The whole point of being on IMDb is to illustrate, measured by an experienced group of individuals, how able am I to perform in front of others, without being affected by my audience, and that’s what demonstrates professionalism in entertainment, modeling, acting, etc. Its who you present as, and what is accepted of you, are you someone who is easily affected when others are looking at you, what are you proud of, and what makes other people feel good. Its when I feel good others should feel good, but in the warped world of combativeness, there are layers to knowing people that no one speaks of, like when someone messes up feeling good, or when someone suffers, feeling righted, I think what makes you feel higher, is about staying well, being well, and thinking well of others, and not being in any fights with anyone.

Just recently this past month or so, my neck elongated, and my head narrowed, and my forehead is pronounced again, a start contrast from looking thicker in the head, face flattening, and glasses falling off my face. Maybe you don’t believe in #tech but I do, and these things should not happen to anyone, named badly or not. I have not gotten many complaints, only blocked by Facebook for nothing I have done wrong, I have introduced myself to others and not been responded to, and made a few pages that I discontinued, and my profiles are on Private, and I don’t post on Facebook or to hashtags, so that makes no sense why my website would be blocked when Im not sharing anything to Facebook, that was simply someone going out of their way, to select my site and get it blocked from Facebook, to make me look bad, or to try to make my life difficult and they are probably reading right now. That’s how the world is what can you do for me, they don’t seem to do anything for me or others, they just take, maybe so your head can be lifted, to denounce my head in life, so be it.