Spoke to my therapist the other day, need to focus on my health and get well or go to the hospital to rest and get well. I would rather stay home and rest, take more Geodone & Prozac. I acknowledge I’ve not been my usual professional self online writing in positive spirits and it’s just as frustrating to me to be drawn off topic or to be talking about my views on crime or defamation, really sensitive issues, I’m not immune from. I think I’ve done my best to improve this year and finally work paid and plan to continue applying for jobs. I don’t have any future plans at the moment or long term goals not until I’m placed then can figure out career goals from there I’m not sure in what direction to go in terms of jobs and career at the moment, need to focus on my health at the moment and write, is what I presently enjoy doing each day, writing.

Daily Schedule:

(1) Listen to Udemy Tapes (Learning)

(2) Save up $1200 to work on a book again.

(3) Keep working on a free ebook develop an idea through writing or lessons to teach.

(4) Keep listing campaign goals or rules.

(5) Create content that’s supportive of the mental health of myself and others.

(6) Continue to view things in the positive.

(7) Get well to be able to check in with friends.

(8) Exercise keep working on losing 60lbs.

(9) Diet, food shop, calorie count.

(10) Watch Ted Talks hear others speak.

(11) Attend AA meetings weekly.

(12) Take Geodone in the daytime help with headaches physical pain and mood, voices.

(13) Stay positive be goal oriented.

(14) Get well to go back to work.