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I think the main lesson based on all the sexuality issues relevant to my own problems in life are addressed and readdressed over and over again until (I started dating again) something is said to explain for the grievance held toward women who later identify as bisexual or what that means, for me it’s not a moment of pride or show promise for me future for me it reinforced negative voices bullying and created for “delusion” private. Bullied by voices which cannot be proven by tech by what connection or by who or on what basis am I being studied for specific disclosures or behavior to appease whom is the diagnosis of schizophrenia. A diagnosis of schizophrenia is made with the intent to have you looked at watched and thought of in the negative judged as “inappropriate.” What’s shocking is to be conservative and sober and to get a disease of voices of things said that don’t sound like me and no words that I say myself. Doesn’t make sense.

A negative judgment is to view you as though you act or behave oddly or stand out in a bad way (by one persons opinion of you shared without knowing you in real life) and if they think you are a person who blames women for your sexuality it’s to treat you as someone with an unwanted problem or thought or behaviors that they think others pick up on you as though you internally require empathy from women in the form of support consensual or non consensual as though looking at you by observation the issue is present on your face to invite for or criticize your face or voice octave or discomfort as miscommunication for aiding helping or communicating to you is schizophrenia when you think people are communicating to you. And if you don’t consider yourself as the basis for the communication or interaction take responsibility for who is believed to be accommodating you.

This is how being quiet or not social or decreased feminine traits are viewed to display a change or a knowledge of a character or persona who resembles a man to mischaracterize you as someone who changes by or performs by selfie in private in a computer to people to say one changes by who’s watching them to accuse me of having knowledge of my face or what I look like feminine or tough to say that is a reaction to people or a result of interactions identified.

I think that’s what makes a woman who is strong appear weird (without knowing you you’re demeanor mannerisms and how you carry yourself and what your energy is like in real life is wrong to look at someone diagnose them as something that repels they attentions of others when they are picked considered attractive and intelligent). This is how by observation fails and if later changes take place everything becomes about who you are what you look like who you know what your interactions look like and see whether you are in control of your face or how you feel or whether you have ever considered people apart of your life as being held within you is what a schizophrenia diagnosis is for a weight gain to treat you as someone who holds identities does not hold one’s own life and how you get mistreated as someone who carries lives or does not recognize the life they carry and accuse of ever not being well or connected in a hurtful way as “loser” or “addict” or unable to get a job.

I don’t think it matters what life you lead until you are connected and this is why a basic understanding of my awareness to see what I say is coming up for me on the basis of whether I recognize as blogger. I’m connected to my audience I don’t think I’ve ever heard delusion coming from my social media it’s by what I say and what I look like and if I’m the voices I carry no matter how inherited then nothing can explain for negative voices not coming from me or how acquired.

It then becomes a lesson of how do you speak to others what do you share what do you sound like in spite of negative voices and do you account for who’s in your audience. I think with respect I don’t post too much and publish quality made work keeping track of my progress that is science taking care of my health keeping a record of everything and managing my life.

So whether it’s property e-mails job people whatever is connected to me I’m responsible for taking care of myself and to account for my losses whatever they may be even if it hurts me and maybe that’s the lesson to see whether you have a good purpose for being strong in life is you recognize yourself to be someone capable of maintaining connections and saying things in a way helpful to others. I think is the constant test and lesson what you look like and sound like what’s coming from you and how long it takes for you to correct a problem internal to you and how much of your stress is based on documents you keep or issues spoken about privately.

I think the lesson is no one takes your side if you have a mental health condition and everyone who has met you is empathized with and your strength is viewed as offensive and you are weakened mentally or physically because you get punished as though you don’t recognize to help who is weak or mistreat you as someone who doesn’t keep others strong.

So that’s the lesson how would you feel if someone in your audience passed, would that hurt you would you notice, yes, and that’s to see whether you are the life that’s carrying on that does not deserve to be connected to lives to say that someone connected to you was hurt or gave up on life on the basis of the life you carry exposed to.

I don’t think my life was ever so cloudy that my future as uncertain I think after a diagnosis you try for things and things don’t work out. So if the lesson is to make an example of a person not to connect up on the basis of what it gave or what works out and the goal is to not have others pay attention to me or be influenced by me then that is why my relationships are not happening on the basis of opportunities occurring and then getting sick by voices or content or feeling lost or sick and not know what to say and for me to have issues to work on to prevent me from working is the next lesson. Do you have potential do you give up what circumstances of life are so challenging that you back out of give up on things on what basis are things not working out for you and for what reasons?

Example:

I didn’t date for years.

I dated a few times a year.

I focused on getting a job to date.

I dated older men picked by.

I didn’t get married chose to be alone.

I wanted to graduate was more important.

I admire who I speak to, this time love.