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A smoking gun is a belief that a set of facts establishes in time and for future reference that a person is offensive and that since one is considered an “offender” is believed to bear characteristics or traits of a person who others do not need to accommodate and instead feel should not infringe upon their right to live free from the distraction or disorganization of a person who has problems internal or who they believe has externalized problems in public, to cause them to be viewed as mentally ill, or for others to consider them stupid or mentally ill. That’s when the opinion of others is more important than youre own, which is why its not “schizophrenia” that’s insulting or shocking, it would be to treat me as though I expect for a better life or treatment, in a different setting, if that was what was sought to be proven that I liked someone inappropriate, then that is why liking Todd Spitzer was also viewed as inappropriate, and although heartwarming, ultimately if things go wrong it will be to assume that there is something wrong with me, to explain for an unwanted feeling or judgement or challenge faced by those in connection to me. For example, a smoking gun could be a picture in common to me, was okay when I was well, but not after punishment or ridicule, then a picture in connection to me, is viewed as exposing others to a lesser condition. If the issue is a passing of traits or conditions, then it will be by who is able to be duplicated or improved upon in others, or who is not for viewing, or should be viewed as though one bears characteristics or traits that the well or innocent should not be exposed to, so that’s the difference between a girls girl and womans woman, a bosom buddy, or comradere between women, so that’s where that is questioned, and cannot occur if any woman is harmed or if any girl is wrongfully influenced to believe that bearing traits of a woman who is rejected or punished would make them more likeable, which supports the functioning of women in competition to me, to feel better about themselves in the event that I struggle or upon liking someone who knows me, to feel good among, because the state that is not related to is the woman who people are not close to, therefore people will feel bonded by things being peaceful where they are, and feel comforted that they are not in a position that is hard to explain, or is being challenged as occurring on a well basis or for a negative basis created. A smoking gun could be a picture of disgust and offense, which would be me obese, or any photo of a vagina, which would be wrong on its face to see or to witness what ones vagina looks like, or be used to justify a treatment of a woman, who they deemed is not loveable because of what their vagina looks like, or to wrongfully accuse me of being a woman who supports any wrong belief that a woman should be discriminated or judged as used up or lets anyone do her, if her vagina does not appear to be photogenic or photographable. A smoking gun would be a treatment of me to communicate to others a falsehood or a recognition of things wrong with them that others cannot help them with to misidentify there to be something wrong with a person as identified by another and not stated to them, which would be why a person is sick, and to treat them as though they are sick around others, or exposing others to sickness, and to further illustrate that what is sick with them can be witnessed by their face or body to tell people whether or not there is something wrong or guilty about them. To treat someone who is connected or not connected and sick is to see what a person lives by, whether they are well when everyone is well or sick and to themselves, to misjudge them as well and pretending to be well and in reality or privately and in the past have appeared sick or not feminine and approachable, which is why past photos are looked at, if its about connection to me now, then what I look like now does not matter or by video, and will only perform if its for work, and in order to be apart of I have to show that I am not sick by others, or changed, that I am not competing with others, or shunning love or connection to a person of admiration or love, and that also if I am someone who cannot be loved in common, then that is okay to to separate myself so that my love does not affect a person in need of love, who should not be affected in the event that a person is changed or affected by the fact that I suffer by voices on my own and for that to not be viewed as a real condition or a condition created by experimentation on me, thought to benefit others.

An experimentation on a person ceases to be of scientific value once the person who is changed several times or tested fails to live up to the potential of being known and loved, therefore it makes sense to take on a lesser role, and focus on prevention, and avoid the wasted energy and effort in being loved by all, if simple situation of being known in common as so controversial, which is why none of my relationships are working out, past the point of things becoming complicated this makes it difficult to be well or available romantically or socially, and that is what happens to a woman, who cannot stay well on their own, and is also not well enough to connect with another, so that’s my dilemma, that’s not a big deal. What the big deal is to be pushed around in life and to lose connections in life, and for there to be shootings, and for nothing to be said as to what was or is going well for everyone, not to be confused by what is not going well for me, or be misunderstood as permissions to destroy me or hurt me or kill me, and view me as the problem, someone who was well in public for years, and had not private dilemmas, I think on your own and by your defenses can be misunderstood as not trying hard, and the point of getting sick is to “let me know” that my luck has run out, that my faith is not working, and that my help is ineffective, so that what was going well doesn’t matter, so to me that’s prevention, its taking a step back from things I want to do in life, taking a step back from who I would like to be in life, and to address on a serious level, things that I would normally be told am schizophrenic or delusional for worrying or thinking about what could be of issue, so that’s not whats too late, whats too late is that the conditions that I am faced with are very dangerous to my health, and whats not stable or reliable is the diagnosis which doesn’t make it easier for me to prevent and makes my effort less effective, so that’s the difference between someone who is a Doctor capable of healing everyone, versus someone who is viewed as an offender, there will be no ideas, and no assimilation to what has gone well, and that’s how a person of no value is viewed as a problem, when they cant stay well, when they don’t belong, when they don’t have an ability to stay well and contribute in a positive way, and when they are misunderstood as for attack, given voices, and made to react until there is a fight within which they think is supposed to bring out traits strong, which actually diminishes the persons ability to be strong, and that’s how a person feels powerless, once everyones protected from harm or from incurring a condition mental having to do with where or what everything is well by and to what extremes are the well and innocent protected, and when made to think about someone who is sick, and this is when things are taken too far and cannot be repaired or fixed, is when a person is suffering (me) and when everyone is okay (audience) to illustrate that one does not matter to the event that my wellness affects the wellness of others, protected.

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https://www.dictionary.com/browse/smoking-gun