Schizophrenia is an incurable disease, that shortens your life, cannot be easily diagnosed, and ruins your life, reputation, and ability to work, date and have a life. It causes you disability in the form of medications that are so strong that you cant walk, run, or write, it makes you sedentary, it believes that because of what you are thinking you are wrong, which is why medications that treat schizophrenia, punish just that your brain and your ability to be smart and to feel good. Schizophrenia is a disease that people believe is in homeless people who pee on the streets, who cant speak English, who shout at people, smell, have poor hygiene, and poor social graces. It’s a disease that makes people think that you are smelley, stupid, and have sex with yourself. It tells people to stay away from you, because your brain is not connected to the right thoughts, so it seeks to convince people that your writing, or your thoughts don’t connect well to you, and therefore will not connect well to others. It tells people based on what you think or know you don’t make sense. Schizophrenia doesn’t care if you went to law school, it doesn’t care if you had friends or dated, it doesn’t care that you bought nice clothes, it doesn’t care if you can get a job, schizophrenia is a disease to convince you that you are sick, that your mind is sick, and that you should give up. Schizophrenia doesn’t care if your obese, it doesn’t care if your selfies don’t come out right, it doesn’t care if youre a top blogger, schizophrenia says that you look weird, your face is weird, and no one wants to see you it tells people there are things about you personally and privately wrong with you so wrong with you that its called a disease that will be stuck in your body and in your brain forever, and tells you its in your DNA, it doesn’t care what you are, who you are, or where you come from it tells you its in your blood, youre gonna die, you don’t make sense, and its too late. It convinces you you have a disorder so wrong in your blood, that you cannot solve it yourself, it makes you so insecure and feel so powerless, that you rely on people to convince you that you are stupid and that you don’t feel good, and worse it lets everyone who treats you convince eachother there is something wrong with you and that you have a disease that cannot be cured, its to misdescribe you as someone who thinks they are sick and fights or someone who has sickness and is fighting themselves, it’s a complex way or convincing a person they are mentally ill, to see what they are insulted by or what is too much for them. Schizophrenia is a disease that cannot be cured, which convinces people to make fun of you, to talk to you like youre stupid, and makes you look like you think songs are about you, or any code has anything to do with you or Jews in general, it’s a disease that gets transmutted to you from unknown connections they seek to justify as being criminal, this diagnosis seeks to corrupt what you have written, who you are, and seeks to justify punishment on the basis of what you look like, why losing 70lbs and working didn’t make the medical team feel good, because me doing well to them on their end of the world, thought something was wrong with me, this is what schizophrenia does, it convinces people that they can watch you, watch the news, and blame you, and accuse you of being known and being mentally ill, to put you away, or in the hospital, because they think that will help others, to keep punishing you embarrassing you, rehabbing you, jail you, to say that you are someone who has a disease that wont quit, calling your smarts obnoxious or hyper and unintelligent, and this is to convince people to bully, to attack you, to not like you, to convince you that voices are real, and is happening in real life. As far as Im concerned schizophrenia is a permanent disease that you get called based on “hearing voices” and told that you are not expected to live long, and tries to convince you that you have not lived a good life and wont live long because your brain, body, blood, has disease so the constant affirmation is the humor directed toward the subject to create reaction they call bipolar, and then say that she thinks its to her, and her reaction is to this, and her chemicals in her brain are sick.

03-08-23