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Continue reading →: Self-Harm Log (9x) in 2 yrs …09-26-22 punched my head Bc voices won’t leave me alone won’t stop bothering me interfering ability to write and work on blog Self harm 07/13/22 Voices wouldn’t stop mantras did not help voices did not stop I asked nicely several times please stop and the voices did not stop and…
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Continue reading →: Dear Todd Spitzer Re: Visiting Him …Being diagnosed with schizophrenia means that I have disability and a disability upon disclosure that causes disappointment and lack of enthusiasm in who I tell, otherwise an unnecessary heartbreak. It’s a term that upon telling people, they expect less of you, they don’t want to waste their time helping you,…
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Continue reading →: Take Your Time …When it’s time to think you’ll be glad you didn’t waste too much time stressing over ever micro detail, sometimes getting stuck in the details, we lose sight of the big picture. If you have something to say, think long and hard before you speak, even if the flow of…
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Continue reading →: What is Love? …Love is something that happens for you maybe 3-4 times in your life, when you completely open you life and your heart to someone, and they get to know you, unabashed and proud of you, and feel strong by you, there will be only few men in your life, who…
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Continue reading →: #breakthestigma …Well, its officially #breakthestigma [1] Mental Health Awareness Month (May 2023). I hope that by sharing my experiences, people have been able to open themselves more with awareness of how one another feels so that no one feels judged. I think upon meeting someone who has experienced the worst of…
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Continue reading →: Nothing is that Simple (removed)04-22-23 — I’m sorry for shouting recently, that happened twice on my Twitter and I have never shouted at anyone in my entire life, and not especially online, so that must be the “snap” that explains why I’ve gotten voices attacking me, expecting me to sound angry or ugly, whatever…
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Continue reading →: “Cerebral” Other Understandings of Life “Physical” Reactions …I think its safe to say that everyone has the best interests of everyone at heart focus wise, some things are too much for thinking about such as whats wrong with people, including me, I can comprehend that physically what is wrong with me, if Im connected that’s something that…
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Continue reading →: Squarespace (About Me) …Top Self-Improvement Blogger, with experience writing online, and public speaking under different pressures and circumstances, with or without support and help from others, finding confidence through writing, and extending a clarity to others during times of need, which I have arrived to on the basis of how I have been…
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Continue reading →: When Life Gets Scary …I have court tomorrow, and nothing is more scary than needing to put myself together and have a plan for improvement, and to have no plan, no job, and not be feeling well. So that’s not being prepared for court, so this is the lesson, on appearances, no matter where…
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Continue reading →: Life is Not a Fight …The point at which things become unhelpful is when you are not strong enough to handle criticism or made to be overly sensitive and not only misread but then don’t feel good by others. The point when you feel sick, is when people give up on you, its when you…
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Continue reading →: Will be back soon …Just got my website updated by WordPress, this is the third time I’ve paid to have my website theme updated for me, so far so good. Putting together a website works until something breaks and that much I would have to go to coding school for, so something to accept…
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Continue reading →: Mental Health is a Confusing Subject …Mental health is a confusing subject, I think sometimes on Twitter I get carried away, if Im getting voices, and things don’t turn out quite right, usually defensive, aggravated, and upset, until I can’t speak, and everything is slow, losing color in my face, that’s how hurtful voices are, there…
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Continue reading →: The Point of Controversy …What does not guilty mean? It means at no time have I ever been sick, or ever been sick toward any persons in life, prior to any lawsuit, and it so continues that even in spite of lawsuit, I will continue to not be sick, or be accused of carrying…
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Continue reading →: Hospital is not for Voices (Disconnect Excuse) …I think the problem with technology and health is about your medical records being used as some excuse for deciphering whats wrong with you when and why, and I would have never been hospitalized if I knew it was something I would be made fun of for later in life,…






